Do you have anything that holds you back?

[jb.fletcher]

Do you have something or someone that keeps you anchored here? Something that you take one look at and it provides you safety?
I have my cats, my dog, and my safe person (Mom).

 

[Unbearable Mr. Bear]

So far, SaSu has been the best thing I've had in a long while. I feel at home here, and I wouldn't want to leave just yet. I yearned for connection, and here I got it.

 

[imtiredasf]

I got a dog by chance a couple years ago. I don't want someone who would be mean to him to take him in afterwards, so.

 

[DivineSpark]

Family and friends....loving mother...

 

[malia]

My child..

 

[bankai]

My child..

Well you stay alive for your kid.You decided to have them right?

 

[malia]

Well you stay alive for your kid.You decided to have them right?

Yeah, I wanted him a lot. But I didn't plan to get divorced and to live an isolated life, it's very very very exhausting and difficult..

 

[getoutgirl]

The one reason I've stayed here is that I have loved ones and family my death would affect a lot. I've seen grief, I don't want to cause that on anyone. It's not a matter of "suicide is selfish" it's just that I don't want to cause that on anyone. Period. So I do my best to gaslight myelf into enjoying life. Mixed results so far.

 

[bleeding_heart_show]

I am a coward.

I was in the perfect position to kill myself two years ago. I could have taken a twelve gauge and painted the guest bedroom wall any day, but I did not because I am a coward.

 

[Ferdinand Bardamu]

My dad. He's disabled sadly. The only person who ever really cared about me. If I kill myself, I'll hurt the only thing that cared for me, and he's already in a lot of pain, so I just can't do it.

 

[Hollowman]

My mom.

 

[wham311]

My dog and the pain of being murdered by myself and failing to do so, also that I'm a recluse and can't really even do anything. And am not good at anything so I can't put it together

 

[LostLily]

I don't want my passing to hurt other people.

 

[StupidCat]

Family, pets and myself even.

 

[FoxSauce]

My sisters moslty my l freinds and the fear of death.

I keep going than to hurt anyone I hold dear, honestly if i didnt have that i would've end it years ago.

I rather see them smile, thats keeps me going

 

[hopeless302]

cowardice, mostly :P

 

[Griever]

I don't know what I'd do without SaSu

 

[The Morningstar]

I don't know what I'd do without SaSu

Finding this makes me sad because she was my friend and got banned. She said her date was sometime this month (June).
I'm sorry you are alone again, Griever.
Your poetic musings were very lovely.

As for the thread topic, yes. Remembering the fallen is my destiny, if nothing else.
I am to watch as the final light turns off in an empty universe.
Someone has to be there to flick the off switch, after all.