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Here Lies My Hopes And Dreams
- Sep 4, 2019
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Thanks :) I'll try to keep busyWell you're doing a lot more than me anyway. You're trying to hard to get better I hope you succeed.
Maybe keep busy this month until it comes.
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Thanks :) I'll try to keep busyWell you're doing a lot more than me anyway. You're trying to hard to get better I hope you succeed.
Maybe keep busy this month until it comes.
Nope I'm doomed I been through hell. Too much traumas that caught up to me I don't expect to live to age 90 no thanks
The thing is, if you have a lot of friends and distractions, and healthy mindset and just ignore the news yes you would want to live until old age takes your last breath. These people don't struggle mentally and may have never experienced abuse themselves. Ignorance is blissWhy anyone would want to live to 90 is a mystery to me
The thing is, if you have a lot of friends and distractions, and healthy mindset and just ignore the news yes you would want to live until old age takes your last breath. These people don't struggle mentally and may have never experienced abuse themselves. Ignorance is bliss
What's the other substance? And my answer to Op is noHmmm, not particularly. Sometimes I think, if something truly miraculous were to happen, then my entire attitude may change and I'll survive. As it currently stands however, my day to day thought process is like a yo-yo - up and down, up and down. Some moments I think I'll hold on, others I'll nosedive and want it over and done with right there and then.
At present, the only thing that really keeps me ticking along, is smothering everything with liberal amounts of alcohol and a certain other substance.
So, in summary, not particularly.
CocaineWhat's the other substance? And my answer to Op is no
Good for you if you have some right now, seems to be the holy grail for the suicidalI hope to drink my N in peace and leave this shit show of a world.
Nice photo, Ted.none, my chances are zero, I'm just wasting time until I create courage