Blue, Spain, Bitch, Crazy
the first one is a name of someone that just ruined basically my whole hs experience
second is just a weird manipulation thing caused by someone I love
third is just i hate how much this ex friend of mine thats gay would say it all the time and when I wanted him to stop his excuse was that it didnt mean anything wrong because he is gay and it just felt like no one cared about my boundaries
last is bc that was the word used to minimize my mental problems and just to brush it off by my parents.