Do you have a date or deadline?

[happyhappyfunny]

Hopefully 2030, but if that one thing goes wrong that im worrying about it will be within this year.

 

[Givingupandgivingin]

Mine is mid November.
I have some financial stuff to get in order. I want to leave cards for my childrens' significant life events. I have some possessions that are private that I wish to dispose of. I am advising the cheapest funeral possible - we can only have 30 to it anyway. I can't actually think of 30 people who would attend so maybe covid has done me a favour my covering up the fact I've few friends. The ones I had I've lost touch with a bit since covid started in March. I just want to be gone. It's all I think from the moment I wake until the moment I go to sleep. I just want to be gone.

 

[Marauder]

It has to be until end of 2020

 

[AJ95]

mine was october 31st but some stuff happened, it's sooner now

 

[ts0hill]

It has to be until end of 2020

2020 was a horrid year all around..

Hopefully 2030, but if that one thing goes wrong that im worrying about it will be within this year.

Are you trying to see if things will get better by 2030? if you don't mine me asking

 

[chewgu]

I want to go this week. Next Monday I have to work again and I see no point in that. I wanted to enjoy this week, but I can't. Original date was Saturday. Maybe sooner. (But who knows what happens. Maybe something will change my mind.)

 

[Adamsnolife]

2020 was a horrid year all around..

Are you trying to see if things will get better by 2030? if you don't mine me asking

Don't think anyone around the world will ever forgot 2020

 

[Mooshi]

My deadline is by November.

If all goes according to plan and I don't back out, my date is July 7th 2020,

 

[Mellowmood]

dont really have a deadline but I will choose a date once my bucket list is done and so far I still have a lot to do unfortunately

 

[suicidesheep31]

I didn't decided yet. I could do it but i really need to be ready to do it. No way back, so I want to be sure

 

[VIBRITANNIA]

december 31 is ideal. if i chicken out, i'll give myself until july 31.

 

[Blurred_Reality]

I feel like my deadline was 10 years ago. :( :( :(

 

[remington203]

By Monday. I've been ignoring assignments to prepare for this, uni classes start again monday. I want to avoid being grilled by my parents about stuff like that.

 

[NightmareTour]

I'm thinking mid December. Exactly 10 years after my brain, body and chance of a future were ruined forever.

It was originally meant to be my birthday, earlier in the year, but I got guilt tripped out of that one.

 

[megafire]

I was going to give myself until Feburary, but I realized there's quite a few things I want to do before I die. So I'm going to wait until 2025, and hopefully have done everything I wanted to. If life is worth living by then, great! But the chances of that happening are slim.

 

[TAW122]

No exact date or deadline, but atm, a general timeframe, could be end of this year (circumstance dependent) or even next year. I personally don't like having exact dates as circumstances could change which may affect things and/or limiting myself to a narrow window of time. I like to have some cushion and leeway when it comes to a permanent decision like this.

 

[NotEnoughIncentive]

6 Mar 2021 if classes can return offline by that time, because I want to die in that city. If things will still be online, probably I'll postpone for one semester or just do it in whatever city I'm in right now.

 

[snowman626]

No exact date or deadline, but atm, a general timeframe, could be end of this year (circumstance dependent) or even next year. I personally don't like having exact dates as circumstances could change which may affect things and/or limiting myself to a narrow window of time. I like to have some cushion and leeway when it comes to a permanent decision like this.

ive been seeing your posts on here for almost 2 yrs now, i cannot believe how long ive been on this forum already. after you leave i will certainly miss seeing your posts. i dont plan on CTBing until my moms gone and that could be another 10yrs or more. i imagine this must be how prisoners feel when their long time cell mate is about to be freed while they themselves still have many years to serve. i know we arent close friends but we have many things in common like being on here a long time, both asian male living in the west, about same age, etc. there will be a void felt for sure when you go.

 

[willitpass]

december 27 currently, however it may come a lot earlier. no matter what i do not wish to make it to 2021

 

[imacrybaby]

I don't have a specific deadline, but as soon as they release me from the psychiatric ward I'll do it within a few days.

 

[coppervomit]

July 2021. I want to be part of the teen suicide statistics.

 

[mylastserenade]

Im staying alive until Sunday, i want to see the Ufc event.. then ill just end it at a point that seems right

 

[deadbeat]

Being alive is becoming unbearable but I don't want to ruin the holidays for my loved ones. I'll probably ctb in early spring.

 

[mylastserenade]

Being alive is becoming unbearable but I don't want to ruin the holidays for my loved ones. I'll probably ctb in early spring.

Ive thought about that to, but honestly, no time is the perfect time, theres always someones birthday, holiday or whatever :/

 

[Pho3nix]

My deadline was last summer but I chickened out. I was planning to CTB in the sea but found out that it wasn't that easy.

 

[deadbeat]

Ive thought about that to, but honestly, no time is the perfect time, theres always someones birthday, holiday or whatever :/

I agree, it's going to hurt them no matter what, but most people in my family have birthdays in the winter/summer so it's the most "empty" part of year. No one would be visiting, etc.

 

[mylastserenade]

I agree, it's going to hurt them no matter what, but most people in my family have birthdays in the winter/summer so it's the most "empty" part of year. No one would be visiting, etc.

I guess i have to many relatives.. but yeah, around christmas i want to avoid to since its such a happy time in peoples lives

My deadline was last summer but I chickened out. I was planning to CTB in the sea but found out that it wasn't that easy.

What do you mean by "in the sea"? Drowning?

 

[Pho3nix]

I guess i have to many relatives.. but yeah, around christmas i want to avoid to since its such a happy time in peoples lives


What do you mean by "in the sea"? Drowning?

Yes, I was planning to OD and drown. Until I realised that the beach had people on it 24/7 and CCTV everywhere.

 

[deadbeat]

I guess i have to many relatives.. but yeah, around christmas i want to avoid to since its such a happy time in peoples lives

Yeah, that's why I'm not going to do it this year even though I really want to.
I don't want my suicide to be brought up when everyone is supposed to be eating cookies and playing with toys and being happy.

 

[There Look! Nothing]

Shortly after I become homeless, should be soon. Depending on COVID (weird situation).