ilvgore

ilvgore

curiouswhatsafter
Jan 7, 2024
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I mean in like actively seeking those type of videos. I do. Cause it gives me a sense of comfort. The other person freed themselves from the chains. Suicide means choice. Choice means Freedom. No suffering. That means there is a way out..
 
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YosemiteGrrl

When will courage be mine
Dec 17, 2023
217
I mean in like actively seeking those type of videos. I do. Cause it gives me a sense of comfort. The other person freed themselves from the chains. Suicide means choice. Choice means Freedom. No suffering. That means there is a way out..
Where do you find these videos?
 
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Red Moon

Red Moon

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Sep 21, 2022
722
No, I do not.
 
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sserafim

brighter than the sun, that’s just me
Sep 13, 2023
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lastexit717@proton.

lastexit717@proton.

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Nov 26, 2023
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yes a lot , mainly to make myself belive that im in a better position and still have some hope, not because i like it
 
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divinemistress36

divinemistress36

Illuminated
Jan 1, 2024
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Yes, I do out of curiosity. It's sad but at the same time it's educational. Some of them are so quick but some seem to struggle a lot in their Last moments
 
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leavingthesoultrap

leavingthesoultrap

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Nov 25, 2023
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No, also wtf
 
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grungy自殺

grungy自殺

All apologies.....
Jan 9, 2024
103
I often rewatch the one with shuaiby and ronnie mcnutt from time to time, not because i'm sadistic but because it comforts me.

It hurts to see that they've taken their lives, but just the fact that they're able to do it shows that they've tired anything and it's all hopeless...

Really tells me that i'm able to do it too if i'm bold enough to do it.

They are in a better place..

And i give all the love and power to them that they found peace....
 
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Oliver

Oliver

Experienced
Feb 28, 2024
235
I have done it out of curiosity, but I find it disturbing so I don't anymore.
 
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theboy

theboy

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I have seen them but I am not looking for them
 
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turbomightbegone

turbomightbegone

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Nov 13, 2023
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I can see why people tend to watch cbt videos, but I tend to stay away from them so as long as they have a real person in them (even worse if the cbt method is mutilating). the closest I've probably ever watched that compares to real life suicide videos would probably be cartoon suicide/animated suicide
 
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tsumihoroboshi

tsumihoroboshi

Lost Impact
Oct 31, 2023
199
i have before. i used to watch gore videos all the time and look at irl gore out of fascination and a sick sort of comfort.

it's really not healthy and no matter how curious you get, you should never subject yourself to watching stuff like that. if you watch too much of it, you get desensitised to it which is very bad for you mentally. i've been there, i've done that. i don't do it anymore because these are people. they don't deserve to become spectacles for our sick fascination.
 
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grotesque

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Apr 5, 2024
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I mean in like actively seeking those type of videos. I do. Cause it gives me a sense of comfort. The other person freed themselves from the chains. Suicide means choice. Choice means Freedom. No suffering. That means there is a way out..
Yeah from time to time.
Where do you find these videos?
Gore websites
 
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Mi Mi

No One Special
Mar 18, 2024
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I mean in like actively seeking those type of videos. I do. Cause it gives me a sense of comfort. The other person freed themselves from the chains. Suicide means choice. Choice means Freedom. No suffering. That means there is a way out..
I don't go looking for them.
I've had one pop up that stuck out.
She was hanging over a balcony as a guy was trying to hold her to pull her up.
I could hear her crying I can't do this anymore.
I watched it 5 more times before I stopped. I wonder what happened to her.
 
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nirotsukki

Member
Jan 3, 2024
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I mean in like actively seeking those type of videos. I do. Cause it gives me a sense of comfort. The other person freed themselves from the chains. Suicide means choice. Choice means Freedom. No suffering. That means there is a way out..
i agree, i often fantasize to be the one finally reaching freedom in the video, watching them is an odd source of comfort to me too
 
etherealgoddess

etherealgoddess

perseverance is inevitable success
Dec 8, 2022
193
I mean in like actively seeking those type of videos. I do. Cause it gives me a sense of comfort. The other person freed themselves from the chains. Suicide means choice. Choice means Freedom. No suffering. That means there is a way out..
No. That's extremely disturbing to me. I'm very suicidal, but death freaks me out. If it didn't, I wouldn't be here right now lol.
 
locked*n*loaded

locked*n*loaded

Archangel
Apr 15, 2022
7,258
No. I don't need to see other people die by their own hand. I'm already aware that plenty of people die that way. I think that by actively seeking out and watching others die would make me some type of morbid gawker. IDK. I don't think what happens to people on the worst day in their lives should be made a spectacle. If someone has successfully CTB, hope that they've finally gotten to their peace, but let them rest in dignity.
 
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belowhorizon

Member
Apr 4, 2024
27
I used to, there's a lot of videos circulating in Telegram and some websites pop up when searching. I only read articles these days. I'm already losing my mind so I'm staying away from gore😁
 
teajay1

teajay1

crazy cat lady
Mar 27, 2024
90
no. they make me really sad. i always cry when i see that stuff :( although i'm suicidal myself, it just makes me really sad
 
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Ash

Ash

What dreams may come?
Oct 4, 2021
1,758
I deliberately refuse to look when I drive past the scene of a car crash or when someone is being taken into an ambulance. People deserve privacy and so do the people who care about them.
 
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Linda

Linda

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Jul 30, 2020
1,685
No. I have not seen anything like that, and I have no wish to see it.
Watching my own cats die (of natural causes), which I have had to do several times, was hard enough.
 
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voidstar

voidstar

time heals nothing.
Jan 7, 2024
137
I actually used to watch this content.
At first around 5th grade when 'rotten.com' was still up and popular. I then drifted off to the 'pain olympics' (please don't look it up if it's still accessible, lot's of gore, ISIS beheadings, also animal cruelty ❌❌❌). I never set foot on WatchPeopleDie.tv but I've been on the subreddit before it became a website. And various subreddits regarding autopsy, death reports, etc. And since Reddit did their 3rd party app stunt I've completely detached from any kind of social media and also haven't seen any of that content again.
It must've been a mix between morbid curiosity and despair? Any way to make my own thoughts go away. But I'd never disrespect these poor souls in these videos, yet I've watched some of those videos.
And in the last few years I've seen my share of intentional and unintentional suicides close-up. I'm good I think.
 
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Chronosphere

Chronosphere

Student
Jan 17, 2024
141
Yeah. I've saw someone posting that site with gore videos here and now I occasionally watch it. Usually before I go to sleep.
It gives me weird feelings. It makes me sad, but on the other hand I understand that it's their choice.
Also yeah, it made me realize something about the process of dying with different methods. Hanging unexpectedly for me lasts way too fucking much time. I realize that you lose consciousness in a minute but I can't believe you don't feel anything while you body convulses for like half an hour.
 
DizzyFolfy

DizzyFolfy

Gone~
Jul 9, 2022
74
People dying is scary to me, even in movies :c Curiosity once got the better of me and I end up watching some real ones.
I may be able to somewhat understand why people find watching it comforting though. Just never forget to watch them respectfully and understand how painful (and maybe peaceful) it must've been for them to choose that path.
 
ijustwishtodie

ijustwishtodie

death will be my ultimate bliss
Oct 29, 2023
5,183
No, suicide is absolutely horrifying to watch due to the nature of current suicide methods. If there were videos of people peacefully dying by euthanasia or N, I would perhaps watch those videos as they'd most likely be calming and relaxing to watch... there wouldn't be any gore but rather just somebody peacefully drifting into an eternal sleep. However, the current videos would just hurt me mentally which I don't really want to go through because I'm already suffering enough
 
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joeschmo

Member
Feb 25, 2024
62
No, that's sick (in the bad way)

I don't understand why people do
Some ppl watch it because they want evidence that the method actually works, not because they get off on it. I watched some in the past for said reason, but it was VERY HARD to watch. I do not recommend it.
 
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zeropercentangel

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Jan 23, 2023
38
I do but not as much anymore. They can be educational if your method is risky I guess, you can see what to do or what not to do. But I watch them mostly because they are comforting, as you put it, maybe I like to imagine myself being the one dying.
 

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