Discussion Do you guys want to be suicidal? if you had the choice of paying and everything that made you feel suicidal would disappear would you do it?

[cosifantutti]

Question that sprung up my mind while i was in the dumps. Im really curious to hear your guys responses.

If you were offered to have everything that you felt made you suicidal taken care of if you just payed a certain amount. (Lets just say its affordable) Would you take that offer or would you stay as you are?

Just like me, asking hypothetical questions. I do that all the time and people say ,well that wouldn't be possible or I wouldn't let that happen etc.

There are always answers to hypothetical questions and my answer is YES.

 

[lwlaiet8887]

Of course. I have this roaring spirit inside of me that I can't fulfil. It sucks not being able to be the man you wanna and live an exciting life. I saw suicide as a way to end the misery of not living up to who I wanted to be. It's hard to make peace with even now, but maybe it'll be for the better to soldier on as I have been doing for many years. I have many self destructive tendencies nowdays and a level of emotional instability that my past self would abhor. I'm trying to make peace with it all and fulfil myself where I can.