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lolfuturecorpse

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Examples include paying off any bills, deleting images of yourself, deleting social media, clearing up your phone, etc.
 
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TheDevilsAngel

TheDevilsAngel

LetMeFree
Apr 22, 2019
768
I have no checklist, imo when I'm gone I wont care what pictures or bills etc are left, i just want out of this world and for everything to be just over......
 
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lobster salad

lobster salad

overcooked :(
Aug 27, 2020
246
Well I do, and I'm now working on ticking off the boxes on the list! I get like 1 thing done in 2 days because I'm that retarded. When my list has been completed I will have nothing to live for and 0 regrets when I ctb.
 
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Meditation guide

Always was, is, and always shall be.
Jun 22, 2020
6,082
I'm impressed at the organization people have around this.
 
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All Things Must Pass

All Things Must Pass

Mage
Apr 14, 2021
557
We had a thread about this yesterday. It's still on page 1.
https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/checklists-before-you-go.69536/
 
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Drimacus

Student
Jun 9, 2021
134
We had a thread about this yesterday. It's still on page 1.
https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/checklists-before-you-go.69536/
As someone recently pointed out: Repetition is the heart and soul of this forum.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
42,468
I will certainly write notes and try to get rid of some of my stuff and erase things from my devices. I haven't made a complete list, but those are the things I will do for certain.
 
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Foreversad

Foreversad

(D)uck prolifers
Jun 21, 2021
413
Just suicide .i wouldnt give a damn about anyone who want me be there and suffer .do we dare tell them ? No ..so no good relationships with our families at all .if we had good relationships they would understand and no need to leave a note .they would know .they selfish .all they are
 
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MyStateKilledMe

Arcanist
Apr 23, 2020
463
Yes, I have a checklist. I created it in April of last year, when I planned to CTB because my state's home quarantine order. Even though my social life is 98% back to normal---that's more effective than my Covid vaccine---I'm aware than the quarantine order could come back if the Democrats want it to. So I want to have a CTB plan ready to implement, be it because of Democrats' laws, my family's future treatment of me, or my job becoming more stressful than I'm willing to deal with.
Original source: https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/ctb-checklist.37667/ (a thread dated 4/29/2020)

1 month before
  • Buy supplies, such as SN, N, strong garbage bags, helium, Benadryl, rope, Bacardi 151, etc.
  • Create list of people to mail letters to in later steps.
2 weeks before
  • Pick out any physical journals, print photos, or other physical evidence I don't want remaining.
  • Pick out any virtual or online accounts I don't want remaining.
  • Put all the supplies in a safe but not easy-to-find place.
  • Type up, but not mail, any letters I plan to send later.
1 week before
  • Call my friends and have some pleasant phone conversations.
  • Buy any literature I plan to read right before CTB'ing.
  • Bookmark any websites I plan to visit right before CTB'ing.
  • Pick out a restaurant I plan to get take-out from in the next step.
2 days before
  • Visit deceased family members at a cemetery.
  • Eat a favorite take-out meal from a restaurant of my choice.
**** This is where turning back becomes impossible.****

24 hours before
  • Close all my e-mail, group chat, messenger, and social media accounts.
  • Destroy any journals, print photos, or other physical evidence I don't want remaining.
  • Visit any favorite places withing walking distance of my home for one last time.
  • Call the people I love and have a heartfelt, pleasant conversation, without tipping them off.
  • Mail angry letters to my state legislature and governor, saying I CTB'ed because of their laws.
3 hours before
  • Mail loving, apologetic letters to my family and friends, explaining that I CTB'ed because of our state laws.
  • Mail a letter to my local police department, with my address and entry instructions, so I can be found quickly post-mortem.
  • Mail a check to my immediate family to offset my funeral costs.
  • Gather all the CTB supplies within arm's reach.
1 hour before
  • Put on the clothes I plan to CTB in.
  • Destroy my cell phone and fill my home phone jack with epoxy. (to prevent last-minute calls to 911)
  • Watch some nostalgic childhood cartoons and videos on YouTube.
  • Read some religious or spiritual literature, if I feel like it.
  • Read some favorite books.
FINALLY, CTB.
 
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Celerity

Celerity

shape without form, shade without colour
Jan 24, 2021
2,732
Yes, principally to pay off the bills and buy a funeral/cremation package. I know it's silly, but I don't want to owe this world jack shit when I CTB.
 
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TooConscious

Enlightened
Sep 16, 2020
1,151
I want to go on a drug binge of everything I've never tried, every combination etc.
But I can no longer use bitcoin,
Its become too complicated.
 

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