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Do you give hints indirectly to people what you going to ctb?

  • yes

    Votes: 35 53.0%
  • no

    Votes: 31 47.0%

  • Total voters
    66
onewayroad

onewayroad

“Dying is not a crime.” ― Jack Kevorkian
Oct 4, 2018
358
It's weird, I don't think that I do, but then my friends will make a joke or comment about me and suicide. Never in a mean way though, they just have a pretty dark sense of humor. But like... it's always me haha

I guess it's obvious to other people even though I don't see it.

If I do end up having to ctb (it's a last resort for me), I think a lot of people are going to be upset but not many people are going to be surprised.
 
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samsays89

Student
Oct 4, 2018
139
Sober:
"I won't be around in the next five years."
"I'm planning on leaving sometime soon."
"My dog is the only reason I'm staying."
Drunk:
"I don't want to live anymore."
*Drunkenly paces and plans CTB*
"After my dog dies I'm gonna kill myself."

Good thing I drink alone most of the time.
 
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TAW122

TAW122

Emissary of the right to die.
Aug 30, 2018
7,023
I try not to and it isn't my intention to give any hints indirectly, but rather a consequence of my day to day life and just my demeanor in general. I don't want people stopping me or intervening and playing 'hero' to earn praises of a (sick, unjust, immoral) society. I oftenly try to overcompensate by playing off any serious intentions of harm or ctb because I don't want to make things harder to allow anything to compromise my 'exit.'
 
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nzdarkshark

nzdarkshark

The Loved Mistake
Sep 4, 2018
400
I do, but I need to be careful how much I sad. I only do it with 'friends' and make it seem a 'joking' comment even though they know I'm suicidal.
 
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Dani Paradox

Dani Paradox

Permanently Banned
Aug 17, 2018
981
Hmm....depends what you consider "indirect."

"I'm gonna hang myself."

"I'm gonna gas myself."

"I'm gonna poison myself."

I guess I'm a little straight forward. *shrugs*
 
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Letting Go

Member
Oct 30, 2018
99
Only in the middle of a mental breakdown will I directly or indirectly mention anything of that sort. I usually keep it to myself because nobody IRL really cares about me or is interested in helping me out.
 
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