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muffin222

muffin222

Enlightened
Mar 31, 2020
1,187
They used to. I used to get drunk with strangers, drive recklessly (speeding), hitchhike alone, get blackout drunk at times at parties, etc. I just didn't care. Then, one day disaster struck and I realized how quickly shit can hit the fan, so to say. I realized I didn't want to go out like that, so I've massively chilled out with my antics
 
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Pryras

Pryras

Last hope
Feb 11, 2020
621
To an extent, yes. My self worth was at its lowest last week and I was about to insert myself into a Fucked up situation just to see if I could make it any lower than it already was. Something stopped me from going through with it (probably fear) and I went back home.
 
Isittimetogonola

Isittimetogonola

Kindness is a weakness to be taken advantage by al
Oct 22, 2019
198
Most definitely. Been doing drugs, been with various people. Trying to feel anything and, through it all, feel absolutely nothing.
 

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