FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
38,872
I certainly do as after all I was so cruelly forced to exist into this hellish world where humans make suicide so inaccessible, it's just so evil how there isn't the option of a guaranteed way to just easily die in peace available for all, we should simply be able to just choose to die. I'm tired of being trapped in this cruel and meaningless existence where there is endless potential for the most extreme suffering, what's tragic to me is how life has to exist at all.

I just despise how we all have to suffer so unnecessarily because of the harmful decision made by others to so cruelly force life here even know there are no disadvantages to never existing at all. I only find comfort in non-existence, I really wish there's the option to just fall into an dreamless, eternal sleep, all that's ideal to me is being permanently unaware of the evil that is existence.

Humans truly are such a repulsive species with how many of them wish to trap others in this existence until they die anyway. Denying people painless method options is unacceptable, it's sadistic with how they'd rather see people suffer so unnecessarily even know there is literally no limit as to how much one can be tormented in this existence. It's sadistic how they'd rather see people end up with horrific damage from trying to die going wrong rather than letting people peacefully die, it terrifies me how trying to die can potentially go wrong leading to way worse suffering as a result, I don't want to suffer in any way, instead I simply wish for the peace of non-existence.
 
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dggtscccvfd

Mage
Jun 1, 2023
563
No, I don't feel trapped. I have 100g of SN in my wardrobe!
 
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Suicidebydeath

Suicidebydeath

No chances to be happy - dead inside
Nov 25, 2021
3,559
Yes I feel trapped. I'm sorry for your suffering.
 
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teajay1

teajay1

crazy cat lady
Mar 27, 2024
90
yes i feel trapped. i have been upset everyday of my life. i grew up poor, with a family that abuses drugs, and has mental illnesses. been homeless a few times too. i cried everyday and wanted to hurt myself since i was 11. but i'm so soft :( i just want a peaceful way to go. i'm so suicidal but my mind cringes at every method. i feel very trapped i hate being this way i hate myself i want out
 
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onbekend

onbekend

Experienced
Jan 14, 2024
266
Yes I'm starting to feel that way. Once I turn 19 it's truthfully over for me, So I'm not giving up on getting the resources for my preferred method just yet. Hopefully once I get said resources, I won't feel trapped.
 
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sserafim

sserafim

brighter than the sun, thatā€™s just me
Sep 13, 2023
9,013
I feel trapped in a purgatory between life and death. I'm just waiting for death and not truly living (but I don't even want to).
 
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tbroken

tbroken

Wizard
Feb 22, 2024
689
Daily, constantly, all freaking life long. But at least now i have my easy way-out with me.
 
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Rational man

Rational man

Enlightened
Oct 19, 2021
1,461
I do feel trapped in my sick physical body where i find it increasingly difficult to do things I previously had taken for granted. Add to that, the so-called friends who disappeared when I became ill or invalidated my feelings. Ive become a person within another person. My spirit is free but my body is ill. I wondered if old people feel like this as their body becomes sicker and frail. I want to say that I feel your pain and there are so many people in this situation.
 
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Callie Arcale

Callie Arcale

Itā€™s a tale told by an idiot signifying nothing
Feb 10, 2021
846
I do feel trapped in my sick physical body where i find it increasingly difficult to do things I previously had taken for granted. Add to that, the so-called friends who disappeared when I became ill or invalidated my feelings. Ive become a person within another person. My spirit is free but my body is ill. I wondered if old people feel like this as their body becomes sicker and frail. I want to say that I feel your pain and there are so many people in this situation.

Sadly I am in the same position: trapped in a very ill body, trapped in a bed, trapped in a room.

If I could walk (or even just sit) I'd find plenty of things to distract myself with from chronic pain and all my other symptoms and life would be ok-ish. Before my health took a sudden turn for the worse and I became bedbound, I had a decent quality of life, although I was still very ill by any standards, but existence was manageable and at times slightly enjoyable.
 
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ijustwishtodie

ijustwishtodie

death will be my ultimate bliss
Oct 29, 2023
5,168
Yes, I'm trapped in this hellish existence. There isn't even anything that I want from existence. I'm just trapped here because of how difficult it is to ctb and be free. I hate at how I'm forced to suffer from day 1. Life has been nothing but hellish for me and I'm so exhausted. I always am exhausted because I'm alive. I hope we find our eternal peace soon
 
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Roseate

Arcanist
Mar 24, 2021
474
Yes, I feel trapped. It's so hard to kill myself. It's so easy to have children, I mean for most people yet to die, we have to go through so much measures and do so much research just to feel peace. It should be harder to have kids and easier to die. It's not fair.
 
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calebzz1

Member
Jan 6, 2024
67
Yep, trapped in a visual hell I can't escape from...no doctors can help or understand.

I'm ready to do SN once I get all the materials.
 
maidens

maidens

" more dead than alive, I endure it "
Aug 27, 2023
143
definitely, I wish I could be free already
 
Worndown

Worndown

Illuminated
Mar 21, 2019
3,079
I certainly do as after all I was so cruelly forced to exist into this hellish world where humans make suicide so inaccessible, it's just so evil how there isn't the option of a guaranteed way to just easily die in peace available for all, we should simply be able to just choose to die. I'm tired of being trapped in this cruel and meaningless existence where there is endless potential for the most extreme suffering, what's tragic to me is how life has to exist at all.

I just despise how we all have to suffer so unnecessarily because of the harmful decision made by others to so cruelly force life here even know there are no disadvantages to never existing at all. I only find comfort in non-existence, I really wish there's the option to just fall into an dreamless, eternal sleep, all that's ideal to me is being permanently unaware of the evil that is existence.

Humans truly are such a repulsive species with how many of them wish to trap others in this existence until they die anyway. Denying people painless method options is unacceptable, it's sadistic with how they'd rather see people suffer so unnecessarily even know there is literally no limit as to how much one can be tormented in this existence. It's sadistic how they'd rather see people end up with horrific damage from trying to die going wrong rather than letting people peacefully die, it terrifies me how trying to die can potentially go wrong leading to way worse suffering as a result, I don't want to suffer in any way, instead I simply wish for the peace of non-existence.
You are only trapped until you die.
I believe that is why some people are here.
 
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Rational man

Rational man

Enlightened
Oct 19, 2021
1,461
Im sad to read your situation. Human suffering, like all other suffering is hard and sometimes feels like its forevermore. My only comfort is to remind myself that everything is impermanence.
 
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Iamtired

Iamtired

Experienced
Sep 30, 2023
210
Yes I am trapped in this existence.
How do I overcome SI
 
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Bannana

Bannana

caretaker
Mar 10, 2024
75
I certainly do as after all I was so cruelly forced to exist into this hellish world where humans make suicide so inaccessible, it's just so evil how there isn't the option of a guaranteed way to just easily die in peace available for all, we should simply be able to just choose to die. I'm tired of being trapped in this cruel and meaningless existence where there is endless potential for the most extreme suffering, what's tragic to me is how life has to exist at all.

I just despise how we all have to suffer so unnecessarily because of the harmful decision made by others to so cruelly force life here even know there are no disadvantages to never existing at all. I only find comfort in non-existence, I really wish there's the option to just fall into an dreamless, eternal sleep, all that's ideal to me is being permanently unaware of the evil that is existence.

Humans truly are such a repulsive species with how many of them wish to trap others in this existence until they die anyway. Denying people painless method options is unacceptable, it's sadistic with how they'd rather see people suffer so unnecessarily even know there is literally no limit as to how much one can be tormented in this existence. It's sadistic how they'd rather see people end up with horrific damage from trying to die going wrong rather than letting people peacefully die, it terrifies me how trying to die can potentially go wrong leading to way worse suffering as a result, I don't want to suffer in any way, instead I simply wish for the peace of non-existence.
dead bodies don't pay taxes pookie <3
 
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casandranova29

casandranova29

Lone robot in abandoned realm
Mar 29, 2024
67
My religion says that we are indeed trapped in a body, even after death we will get reincarnated and will get trapped in another body. Maybe after reincarnation we'll become a tree, insect, aquatic specie or some other life form on some other planet.
Your soul will be trapped in the cycle of birth and death until you get salvation/liberation.
 
ms_beaverhousen

ms_beaverhousen

-terminally sad-
Mar 14, 2024
1,269
I certainly do as after all I was so cruelly forced to exist into this hellish world where humans make suicide so inaccessible, it's just so evil how there isn't the option of a guaranteed way to just easily die in peace available for all, we should simply be able to just choose to die. I'm tired of being trapped in this cruel and meaningless existence where there is endless potential for the most extreme suffering, what's tragic to me is how life has to exist at all.

I just despise how we all have to suffer so unnecessarily because of the harmful decision made by others to so cruelly force life here even know there are no disadvantages to never existing at all. I only find comfort in non-existence, I really wish there's the option to just fall into an dreamless, eternal sleep, all that's ideal to me is being permanently unaware of the evil that is existence.

Humans truly are such a repulsive species with how many of them wish to trap others in this existence until they die anyway. Denying people painless method options is unacceptable, it's sadistic with how they'd rather see people suffer so unnecessarily even know there is literally no limit as to how much one can be tormented in this existence. It's sadistic how they'd rather see people end up with horrific damage from trying to die going wrong rather than letting people peacefully die, it terrifies me how trying to die can potentially go wrong leading to way worse suffering as a result, I don't want to suffer in any way, instead I simply wish for the peace of non-existence.
Yes, literally trapped. It sucks not having a way out... It's a wonder our bodies don't follow our minds in those who feel they have already mentally shut down and collapsed. Literally stuck, smh...šŸ˜Ŗ
 
Passersby

Passersby

Trapped in space and time
Aug 29, 2019
1,641
Yeah I can relate @Rational man and @Callie Arcale as I am too trapped in a damaged body that will only deteriorate more over time with unlimited potential for other chronic conditions to pop up. I suffer physically and psychologically everyday. I can relate to being bedridden as I was too at one point. I am trapped and will never get out of my situation. I hope you guys can find some peace somehow and make it out whether that be in death or a miracle happening and getting better.

@FuneralCry I hope you can find some peace and a way out of this existence someday. Being trapped is truly hell.
 
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momento.mori

Wake me up next year...
Mar 18, 2024
157
I certainly do as after all I was so cruelly forced to exist into this hellish world where humans make suicide so inaccessible, it's just so evil how there isn't the option of a guaranteed way to just easily die in peace available for all, we should simply be able to just choose to die. I'm tired of being trapped in this cruel and meaningless existence where there is endless potential for the most extreme suffering, what's tragic to me is how life has to exist at all.

I just despise how we all have to suffer so unnecessarily because of the harmful decision made by others to so cruelly force life here even know there are no disadvantages to never existing at all. I only find comfort in non-existence, I really wish there's the option to just fall into an dreamless, eternal sleep, all that's ideal to me is being permanently unaware of the evil that is existence.

Humans truly are such a repulsive species with how many of them wish to trap others in this existence until they die anyway. Denying people painless method options is unacceptable, it's sadistic with how they'd rather see people suffer so unnecessarily even know there is literally no limit as to how much one can be tormented in this existence. It's sadistic how they'd rather see people end up with horrific damage from trying to die going wrong rather than letting people peacefully die, it terrifies me how trying to die can potentially go wrong leading to way worse suffering as a result, I don't want to suffer in any way, instead I simply wish for the peace of non-existence.
One day you will have peace and close your eyes for the final time. I'm so sorry you have to feel like this but trust me you're not alone. Thankfully sites like SS exist so you can express yourself freely and know there's others who understand.
 
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