Do you feel this way sometimes?

[FreeHer77]

Like you're ready to die, but don't want to die by yourself.

 

[dai153207]

Yeah i would definitely say you're absolutely not alone on that it happens to plenty of ppl with suicidal ideations and it's precisely what stops them from acting on it

 

[Macedonian1987]

Yes I feel that way sometimes, like I don't want to die alone. But I will die all alone, like I lived my entire life - all alone. I wanna stage my suicide to look like a drug overdose, so dying with someone is out of the question.

I will do this staging because I want my parents to grieve less if they knew I died like a drug addict, than a suicide.

 

[thelostautistic]

Yes. It's not a feeling that's stopping me but I know if/when the time comes I'll be so scared to die alone.

 

[Chito and Yuuri]

I don't feel ready to die at all, I have plenty to look forward to in life, but I for one do not mind dying alone but I also don't like the thought of dying in front of family, I instead prefer the thought of dying in front of friends. I find the thought of dying in front of family embarrassing actually.

 

[nocturnal123]

Like you're ready to die, but don't want to die by yourself.

Yes I feel it too but what is likely going to happen is I will die by myself.

 

[SMxj9]

Let's make a cult like Jim Jones did . i'll bring the SN, you bring the soda and candies.

 

[burninghill]

I feel this all the time.
It's not necessarily that I don't want to be lonely, I just want to feel reassured.

I think my ideal situation would be having someone encourage me through suicide until the very end, not necessarily a double suicide, just encouragement. I need somebody who believes that I can do it.

If this person existed, I'd have been dead years ago.

 

[Deathcrvsh]

I live next to an airport and hope a plane would crash. Or hoped for the start of a nuclear war. But the planes are safe and war doesn't reach us here. Life's unfair and I have to carry on.

 

[dreaming]

Conflicted, I want to be comforted as I die, but I also would feel guilty having anyone be exposed to me in that state.