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Ksmиda

Ksmиda

Have I died too soon or lived too long?
Oct 23, 2023
187
No I don't. I wish that my depression wouldn't fluctuate up and down so much because I get more hope during the up periods, but it all goes back to me being suicidal again. I wish it was more constant. I guess I may never be 100% ready.
Exactly, it makes it so difficult to decide
 

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