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ultrasharpy123456

Wizard
Aug 18, 2022
634
For me I just have this feeling like I'm done existing. Like I'm ready to not exist. And the thing is I don't even feel negative about it, it's just that I'm ready to die.
 
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sparkle

sparkle

‏‏‎ ‎
Apr 2, 2023
91
yes
 
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Source Energy

Source Energy

I want to be where people areN'T...
Jan 23, 2023
705
No. But I can't turn around my circumstances and I can't bear this unearthly pain anymore....
 
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NoLightRemains

NoLightRemains

I found my light again. Namu Amida Butsu
Sep 26, 2021
374
Yes. Nothing about the future seems worth existing for. I am disillusioned with life.
 
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Haruka

Haruka

the most beautiful angel
Mar 24, 2023
168
I always do, I'm finally at peace with the fact that the way I will die will be CTB, I just need the products to actually assist me in doing it now😊
 
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parader

parader

bpd cursed
Apr 15, 2023
113
i feel like i lost my chance to build myself a good life, like it's over for me and i'm overstaying it
i'm not done with life but life seems to be done with me
 
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Kundalini Guy

Kundalini Guy

FULLY RECOVERED
Mar 27, 2023
516
I have jackshit to live form, zero goals or dreams. So yes, I wouldn't careless if tomorrow I got shot in some mistaken identity situation or if my heart were to stop in my sleep.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
38,945
Absolutely, in fact I've never wished for anything to do with existence at all, this futile process of being trapped in this decaying flesh prison has never appealed to me. I hate the uncertainty and unpredictability of existing in this world where there is unlimited potential to suffer, I know that for certain life is not for me in any way. I only want permanent non existence where everything is forgotten about and where I won't even have any memories of this existence.
 
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loopdaloop

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Apr 16, 2023
323
Yes, just need enough courage to go through the whole dying process and the pain involved
 
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Callie Arcale

Callie Arcale

It’s a tale told by an idiot signifying nothing
Feb 10, 2021
846
I am so at peace with Death, I don't feel anything about it.
 
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peachchildtenshi

peachchildtenshi

life
Apr 6, 2023
66
yes.
i lost everything, what is there for me to lose
 
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angelysium

angelysium

。゚• ପ ┈୨♡୧┈ ଓ• 。゚
Apr 16, 2023
11
I am done with life. Yay!

It's not that I feel complete or content with all that I've endured and seen, but it's that everything around me feels so suddenly quiet and stagnant: idle, with a strange placid hollow. A little wistful though, but that's okay!
I haven't accomplished anything significant in this lifetime, but I don't have anything or anyone to live for anymore. Life will carry on nonetheless, and I a tiny flower in its eternal roots. I'll be outta here in no time! ♪(๑ᴖ◡ᴖ๑)♪
 
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wiltingorchid

Student
Apr 16, 2023
136
i don't feel like i need to be done with life as life isn't something i need to complete in any kind of way. i know that if i feel like ctb, i can allow myself to do it whenever i want to :happy:
 
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Unending

Enlightened
Nov 5, 2022
1,517
I have no quality of life, am completely unable to function in anyway, and am suffering intolerably, yet I'm too afraid to do it and too concerned about my parents knowing that they wouldn't be able to handle it. Otherwise, I'd be more seriously considering doing it in the nearer future. Either way though, not a day goes by where I don't think about getting out of here. Anyway, I'm especially concerned about how my mom would cope. Not quite sure if my dad would recover.

I'm so effing bitter and hate filled that I was just put here with a mental illness and the majority of the human population probably thinks it's ethical to torture me and define it as caring about my well being and not letting me give up. I hate this world so much for the suffering it has imposed upon me. I don't see any positives in pretty much anything and loathe existence in a way most people couldn't fathom.

So yeah, I guess you could say that I'm really done with life but life isn't done with whatever it is going to do to me.
 
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DeathMarch66

DeathMarch66

Sad Satan
Apr 15, 2023
27
I agree, not in a particularly negative head space. Content with my choices and rationale. For me it's more of a "it is what it is" headspace almost like it's inevitable and was always going to happen just a matter of when.
 
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Pidgeons_Sparrows

Pidgeons_Sparrows

-flying rat
Apr 16, 2023
627
Couldnt be any more done, ive had enough ive seen enough
 
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chr74

chr74

Student
Mar 29, 2023
140
yes also reached the end of the road it feels like, was practicing partial again today trying to get a reasonable setup going
 
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leavingsoon99

I'm at peace... Finally.
Mar 16, 2023
722
I totally feel at peace with my desire to leave. I feel like I've done all I can to make this life tolerable for myself. I've had some ups, and too many downs. Still, I don't feel bitter about life anymore. I'm just ready to move on. It's kind of like a "been there, done that" feeling. I've experienced most of the things that make life (somewhat) worth living. I'm done with all of it.
 
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ChildrensITV

ChildrensITV

Arcanist
Mar 14, 2023
455
Today, I don't feel suicidal. Just my normal baseline depression. I think I am not saying anything radical or that hasn't been said or felt by all of you before: Even during the times when I don't feel suicidal, I still want to be gone.

I'm such a broken man that it's better to just put me out of my misery than to have me as this zombie that I've become. That is what I am. I am cutting alcohol down to about once a week so I have to face it all head-on.
I'm just ready to move on. It's kind of like a "been there, done that" feeling.

💯
 
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Hunter2005

Experienced
Apr 15, 2023
224
Pretty much yes after the last three years I don't fear death anymore. I pretty much satisfied with dying and the world isn't getting any better, plus I had a rough life. I can't wait to get the fuck outta here especially something I didn't ask for this in the first place.
 
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user_name_here

N/A
May 16, 2021
315
I personally feel like i'm already over the hill (in terms of my peak).
I'm either going to open a grand new chapter in my life that'll lead to inner happiness and i'll look back at my darkest years and be thankful i made it out.
Or, I'm simply going to continue to decline. I think the latter is more likely.
 

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