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orangepotato

orangepotato

Student
Mar 26, 2020
148
Bodies are so gross. Everything about them. The eye crusts, the gross taste you get in your mouth when you just wake up, the plaque that builds up on your teeth, the dry boogers that get stuck in your nose, the constant burping and farting and bad smells that it produces, the fact I have to shower it every few days, feed it every single day, piss and shit, make sure it gets proper rest, it's so gross, obnoxious and such a burden, and I'll be so happy when my spirit is free of this flesh prison. I always hated bodies. I don't even find female bodies that sexually attractive any more. All bodies are gross, stupid things.
 
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WatermelonMel

WatermelonMel

Melon Master
Aug 19, 2019
408
And they don't die off quick enough....
 
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Makko

Makko

Iä!
Jan 17, 2021
2,430
Still holding out for cyborg mind upload.
 
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hʚll

hʚll

not real.
Jun 18, 2021
467
they are the most disgusting and corrupted thing. they are a prison and we are all victims of it.
 
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SleepDealer

SleepDealer

Your Imaginary Friend
Aug 13, 2021
138
I dislike mine for different reasons but I'll add these to the list.
I think it'd be nice to be a little candle flame or maybe a jellyfish.
 
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Snake of Eden

Snake of Eden

“Ye shall be as gods..🍎 🐍”
Jun 22, 2021
2,473
Yes very much so. I have a severe skin disease that makes me want to crawl out of my body. I am very disgusted and no amount of bathing or showering makes me feel clean.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
42,521
Yes, I do. I feel disgusted being alive. Our bodies can torture us and there is little we can do about it. There is an unlimited amount of health conditions we can get. All I want to do is escape from it. I feel ill a lot of the time. I am very tired of life. I cannot even look in mirrors any more as I feel disgusted by what I see. I just want to be nothing. I was perfectly fine not existing until I was forced to live. I see being alive as a curse.
 
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NormaJeane

NormaJeane

Member
Mar 24, 2021
648
If we live long enough, the body becomes a burden, the body does not last as long as people are forced to live.
 
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Ashu

Ashu

novelist, sanskritist, Canadian living in India
Nov 13, 2021
761
I know how you feel, yet at the same time, even at fifty-one, I also find bodies beautiful, and enjoy lovemaking, in the same way that I simultaneously do and do not want to die.
 
Ch92921

Ch92921

The call of the void
Dec 29, 2018
909
My brain/face is a failure.
 
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sueoffside

sueoffside

forget dbt and cbt i wanna ctb
Dec 11, 2019
47
I don't recognise my body anymore I think that's what makes me hate it most. I used to be so small and now I'm sluggish and heavy. I hate having to dress my body and that a lot of my shit doesn't fit anymore. I hate having a body and being clumsy, constantly hitting myself off door frames and walls. I hate having itchy horrible skin and hair in places I don't like. I do like wanking tho so 🤷‍♀️ Wish I could be a little orgasmic cloud
 
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Itsallover123

Itsallover123

Student
Nov 14, 2021
137
I thought I was the only one. Sometimes I'll just be doing something and then all of a sudden i think about all of the pain my body feels all at once. The joints, the muscle aches, the back pain, bodies just suck and yet for some reason they just won't let you die.
 
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GeorgeEastman

Arcanist
Sep 3, 2018
478
It's disgusting now. I was almost not disgusting when I was down to bones thin and about starved to death, but I had to eat and put on damn weight to be able to look after myself.

So now here I am with 40 pounds on me. People say I look healthier. To me, this seems like a huge fat disgusting pile of garbage. But I can function. Hell, all it did was give me energy now to refuel my urges to stick a shotgun in my mouth.
 
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Bot

Bot

bpd is ruining my life
Aug 8, 2021
70
can't agree more, the human body is just trash, its so fragile and i can't remember signing up for this experience of being inside a rotting flesh prison...
i don't get how so many fanatics can say the human body is a miracle, it heals it self, it can achieve so much, blah blah and as soon people get past 50-60 they get all sorts of issues like back pain, bladder issues, dementia, and what not,.. but hey life a MiRaCLEeE.. not to mention that every second to third human gets cancer during lifetime, and back then it was even worse, people didn't had painkillers or any treatment at all, i mean treatment now is still a joke but at least you got that illusion that modern medicine will cure you when it's about to happen..
 
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Grumpy Bear

Grumpy Bear

People are poison
Jul 21, 2021
150
Yeah I know how you feel. Stuck in a meaningless universe, on a dying planet, and in a dying body. Not to mention the pain. It's time for me to go.
 
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stellabelle

stellabelle

ethereal
Dec 14, 2018
3,918
Bodies are so gross. Everything about them. The eye crusts, the gross taste you get in your mouth when you just wake up, the plaque that builds up on your teeth, the dry boogers that get stuck in your nose, the constant burping and farting and bad smells that it produces, the fact I have to shower it every few days, feed it every single day, piss and shit, make sure it gets proper rest, it's so gross, obnoxious and such a burden, and I'll be so happy when my spirit is free of this flesh prison. I always hated bodies. I don't even find female bodies that sexually attractive any more. All bodies are gross, stupid things.
I was always shamed for having a body. Having a mind. I was shamed for my genitals. I was shamed for crying. I was shamed for being alive.
Bodies are not gross. But people that reside within them are.
 
blueclover_.

blueclover_.

Better Never to Have Been: 2006, David Benatar
Oct 11, 2021
668
Bodies can be beautiful on the outside, but even with a flawless skin and sculpted posture, the fart and odor and piss and shit still smell. All living things smell and that's why i am disgusted by bodies.
 
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JinZhin

JinZhin

we are in hell
Nov 2, 2021
187
Yes, like 98% percent of the time.
I hate being in this rotting pile of meat that is objectively even not in that bad state but it's terrible anyway, I shower as frequently as I can, brush my teeth all the time etc. and try to distract myself, and yeah being very thin helps, but there's only so much one can do...

It's not called flesh prison for no reason.
 
marinekiwi

marinekiwi

Student
Oct 28, 2021
148
Just like Agent Smith said to Morpheus in Matrix:

I hate this place, this zoo, this prison, this reality, whatever you want to call it. I can't stand it any longer. It's the smell, if there is such a thing. I feel saturated by it. I can taste your stink. And every time I do I feel I have somehow been infected by it. It's repulsive, isn't it?
 
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Kennish

Specialist
Aug 17, 2021
379
I hate my fucking body. It itches and my skin is fucked. And my skinny legs and arms. And no clothes fit me. I hate being in this body. I'm seriously thinking about offing my self in the near future. I have no life because of this

Yes, like 98% percent of the time.
I hate being in this rotting pile of meat that is objectively even not in that bad state but it's terrible anyway, I shower as frequently as I can, brush my teeth all the time etc. and try to distract myself, and yeah being very thin helps, but there's only so much one can do...

It's not called flesh prison for no reason.
Being thin doesn't help me at all!
 

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