MrDarkness

MrDarkness

Left sasu, to improve my life
Jun 18, 2023
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So I feel like posting more often, as I wanna hear people's opinions and get to know more people anyway

I was driving with my mom and I look out the window, the clouds looked so fluffy and so soft, I was just thinking to myself I wonder how people in the after life are spending their days, I remembered all the people that died in my life time, I wanted to die right then and there, it was soo sunny and beautiful I feel like I could be at peace. So does anyone ever think that it's a good day to die, as in everything is so pretty and you feel at peace? Idk I've always had these thoughts especially during summer. I wanna hear your thoughts
 
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m1v

Eternal flower fields
Feb 27, 2023
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Hello there, me too. I personally have more suicidal ideations on peaceful days. If I could just stop time by simply not existing. I think of it more like 'today is so beautiful and serene, it's good enough for it to be regarded as a last day on earth.' I want to die happy and not feel troubled nor upset in the slightest. Hope you'll stay strong until then x
 
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delusionalgirl

delusionalgirl

I have my ticket. Awaiting my journey
Jun 17, 2023
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Yeah there are times I'm like wow it's actually perfect timing. I mean I have everything but I need to set up a couple things that are day before. My timing has to be kinda spot on to work. But yeah there are days I'm just like why not now
 
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Techef

Student
Jun 19, 2023
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Yeah, the more peaceful the day is, the more I'd like to CTB that day. But because I'm still getting everything ready, those days are reserved for research and prep, since I tend to have more energy and get less distracted. I'm also on a tight schedule, which sucks.
 
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Never Alive

Never Alive

Death is like the wind, always by my side
Nov 22, 2022
125
Yes, a user here told me she felt like it was the right day. It had been rainy the day before. She said she would never get a chance like this ever again, little to no SI, everything calm. I was pretty surprised because she said she would do it without family around, but somehow did it with. Also she took sn without antiemetics, no fasting and drank before, maybe that cold rainy day, was indeed the day (for her).
 
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MrDarkness

MrDarkness

Left sasu, to improve my life
Jun 18, 2023
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Yes, a user here told me she felt like it was the right day. It had been rainy the day before. She said she would never get a chance like this ever again, little to no SI, everything calm. I was pretty surprised because she said she would do it without family around, but somehow did it with. Also she took sn without antiemetics, no fasting and drank before, maybe that cold rainy day, was indeed the day (for her).
I hope she's at peace, hearing about a users death always hurts my heart
 
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taiberjames

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Jun 9, 2023
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For me it's more of a technicality, since it was raining yesterday I couldn't go location scouting in the forest as I planned to
 
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The anhedonic one

The anhedonic one

Dead inside
May 20, 2023
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I'm so broken these days, I feel that every single waking moment is a good time to die .
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
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That's a difficult question and I'd say this is different for each person and depends on subjective feelings. In the past weeks each day would have been a good day to die for me, regardless whether it's summer or winter or whatever. But yeah if my personal situation could change or if i could change it in a way that gave me real hope I doubt that I would consider every day to be a good day to die.
 
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FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
38,886
I could personally never feel at peace as long as I'm trapped here, but yes everyday certainly feels like a great day to cease existing, we are just delaying the inevitable after all and I envy those who are gone as they are completely unaware of everything. Those who are no longer existing are the only truly fortunate ones to me as I see death as being the only relief, in death one cannot suffer anymore, I see non-existence as being true peace which cannot be found in this horrible world.
 

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