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snooperdooper

snooperdooper

Student
Jan 27, 2024
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We just evolved like this. Over millions and millions of years life just happened to form and life just happened to gain a consciousness. If this is just an uncaring absent universe, what a sick joke life is. I feel so many things, I do so many things, every second there's like millions of actions being performed to keep me alive/human and it's just there. We just have this? We just evolved to be this? I'm nothing but cells. This sucks. I want to be something more.
 
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avalokitesvara

avalokitesvara

nothing
Nov 28, 2024
439
Hard agree.
 
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scordatura

scordatura

hate myself
Sep 12, 2025
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I like to blame modern society a lot, but I wonder if it plays a role, there's such a lack of self sufficiency, in the sense of, if we still had to live in a way where we needed to hunt or forage, and just deal with raw survival against the elements, we wouldn't have much time to think of anything else, and since we have evolved over however many thousands of years, our brains are probably designed to handle that, compared to how mind numbing general living can be today. I don't know if that leaves us with some sort of emptiness?
 
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Off_Switch

Off_Switch

Experienced
Aug 15, 2025
251
All bird have to do is fly and eat. And avoid getting eaten. I wish I was a bird.
 
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