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RM5998

RM5998

Sack of Meat
Sep 3, 2018
2,202
How will you allow yourself to ctb with all those wants still left unfulfilled? I have 3 or 4 books in my queue

Because I want death way more. Also, I have a lot of the stuff I mentioned stored up on my hard drives, and I'm just too lazy to get around to watching or reading them. I know I'm bound to keep procrastinating, and it doesn't really keep me from wanting to die once I've thought about it for a few minutes.
 
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GeorgeEastman

Arcanist
Sep 3, 2018
483
Not movies, but sports. I still want to know who won the game. Who's good, who sucks. Sports are my big distraction.

I'm too old to even play them anymore. I can't believe I'm still stupid enough to care about them, but I am. Anything that keeps me alive I believe is foolish, but I think I'm pretty stupid. Smarter than most everybody I see, but still stupid enough to want to go on with this shitty nerve wiring.
 
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Deadinside24

Deadinside24

Experienced
Aug 7, 2018
245
Lucky. Hopefully I reach that state of contentment before ctb
a lot of it was because i haven't really gone to the movies or seen a lot of new movies in years because i was so busy getting hammered ass drunk every night. i used to really love movies and now they are more background noise for me unless im... drinking :notsure:
 
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Gregor samsa

Member
Sep 6, 2018
44
i do. I love movies. I've spent days watching movies back to back. It's so much more fun and interesting than real life. The thing is that the limited number of good movies released in a year are surrounded by hundreds of days that suck.
If godfather 3 was rereleased that would accelerate my ctb date
 
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Tiburcio

Guest
I don't like movies and I don't want to postpone my suicide for anything (survival instinct doesn't count as postponing it).
 
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throwaway123

throwaway123

Hell0
Aug 5, 2018
1,446
I don't like movies and I don't want to postpone my suicide for anything.
Let's be honest .Every second you spend here you are postponing it.
 
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Done

Student
Jul 28, 2018
124
No. I would never be uncertain about ctb for any reason, especially entertainment. If I were uncertain, it would mean to me that I'm not serious nor ready to leave yet. I am bummed knowing I will miss certain things but that has no effect on my desire and will to leave.
 
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RoloTomasi

RoloTomasi

Specialist
Jul 21, 2018
319
T_T
 
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GoneSeptember2018

Student
Aug 28, 2018
158
If you still enjoy movies and books, then I'd say you probably still have a few things left to live for..
 
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bigj75

bigj75

“From Knowledge springs power."
Sep 1, 2018
2,540
There are some movies i wanna see but ctb is more important.
 
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nuclearsnake

Student
Jul 11, 2018
145
I actually don't which is really surprising but then again I can't enjoy things anymore. I'm either dead inside or I get triggered by something stupid.

What I do wonder is if anyone will think of me when these movies come out and they see the posters and trailers. A few people know what I like and would love to see. I wonder if they'll remember me then. Kind of narcissistic. Oh well.
 
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NoHope

Member
Aug 7, 2018
44
No, I don't care about movies or games or anything anymore, I can't even enjoy this stuff anyway. I just want to disappear.
 
Caustic Cardinals

Caustic Cardinals

Enlightened
Sep 1, 2018
1,339
I don't even watch tv. every thing i watch is older I prefer to binge
 
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Phro

Student
Sep 1, 2018
183
No. Movies won't delay my suicide.
 
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RM5998

RM5998

Sack of Meat
Sep 3, 2018
2,202
I don't even watch tv. every thing i watch is older I prefer to binge

Hey, they actually do make good stuff these days. Movies, games, TV shows - all of it has seen a lot of innovation in recent times.
 
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NOISYMIND

NOISYMIND

Everyday I wake up I wanna die again.
Sep 11, 2018
164
I'm a filmholic but I would still go CTB.
 
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Nofaith

...
Sep 16, 2018
343
Lmao the heading of this thread!

Sometimes I think it will be a shame, I never got to wear that outfit or play that game, but no I don't think it would stop me.
 
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Lunar

Lunar

Student
Aug 14, 2018
188
No, I don't get enjoyment from watching movies anymore. I haven't for a long time. I might as well be looking at static.
 
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Arvinneedstodie

Arvinneedstodie

Existing is not living
Sep 17, 2018
200
Yea, I love good movies. Like many others here, I don't find much enjoyment from movies or anything anymore. Until I discovered A24 movies. Their movies are so good and done on such low budgets, its mind boggling and makes me question mainstream Hollywood film industry. Discovering A24 films is like finding passion and immersion for movies again, and I'm cherishing every moment of this.

There is also a video game I'm excited for, red dead redemption 2. I dont know if I can make till then, but I do I will enjoy it very much.
 
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ScaredOfLife

Arcanist
Jul 9, 2018
441
I don't really watch a lot of movies, but I am sad about possibly missing the last season of Game of Thrones.

No matter how much I like TV shows or movies, there will come a day when it will all end for me, whether I kill myself or not. That's a pretty sad thought.
 
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Ben

Warlock
Sep 12, 2018
784
Sometimes I think it will be a shame, I never got to wear that outfit or play that game, but no I don't think it would stop me.

Basically what I was going to say. There are plenty of times I heard of a new movie or TV show and thought "aw shucks too bad"..but it would never a deciding factor.
 
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Ben

Warlock
Sep 12, 2018
784
Im into GOT so heavy that I'm upset I won't know how it ends. It's doing nothing to keep me alive though.

Don't tell me how it ends, you don't know either haha

If anybody wants to talk GOT, get in my PMs lol
 
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samhelloall9

Experienced
Jul 16, 2018
297
If you'd asked me when i was a little younger, maybe. but now i realise, though only 24 so i'm not getting arrogant here, but that not that time is money, but that time equals increased risk of failure. besides, i've fallen for enough movies to see they're all the same really, or that i disagree perhaps with a lot of movies these days. more so poor acting choices, poor directing choices. im such a harsh critic, but thats the way i am even to myself.

short answer = no. not at all, anymore.
 
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couldntthinkofaname

couldntthinkofaname

Mage
Aug 31, 2018
565
literally dont care about movies anymore
 
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