Do you ever feel like killing people?

[LetMeOut67]

I must add that my homicidal rage is often a fleeting thing.
Just lasts for a short time and then I feel balanced again.
I don't think I'd act on the feelings, for many different reasons. One being the very poor quality of prison food

But there's obviously evil people around who are shamelessly evil , believe in might is right and don't really conceal their vileness.
My favourite revenge movie

 

[Tobacco]

I've had intrusive thoughts about it before. I was going through a spiritual crisis and my then holy texts (Hinduism) claimed that a holy man could kill someone and not have to pay karma for it. Also, in some portions it said that one should let thoughts come and go without judging them, and what came to my mind back then were thoughts of me attacking people with a machete.

 

[Naz667]

I think the idea could be interesting. Watching the life leave someone's body would be unique and if I'm CTB anyway, who cares. However my mind usually always goes to their close loved ones. I'm not just killing someone, I'm am servering a knot that connects so many things. I don't know if I would want to inflict such mental trauma like that.

Now you may be asking, "well why do you want to CTB if inflicting mental trauma on alot of people is bad?" I have a simple reason: double standards <3

 

[mittymittens]

I must admit I do. No one in particular I should add.
I just feel angry that I got an exceptionally shitty deeply painful life and I see obnoxious people that got everything and they aren't grateful they're still fucking horrible. In fact people with everything seem to be more bitter and twisted than those with nothing. These people will always win and they'll always twist the rest of us round their fingers.

It's just a fucking joke. There is no dignity in being downtrodden, anyone who doesn't wish to participate in this purgatory should be entitled to voluntary assisted euthanasia. Life isn't precious it's cheap AF.

only once, and it was a long time ago when i was a kid. wasn't something serious like id acc go thru with it but it was something i fantasized ab bcus i was extremely jealous and resented/hated them alot. in hindsight it was pretty misplaced.

 

[cme-dme]

I sometimes imagine taking a CEO of an awful company or a politician with me but I would never actually do such a thing because I know its still wrong at the end of the day.

 

[Spite]

A bit scared to admit it but yes I do sometimes have these thoughts - mostly targeted towards specific individuals who have caused me tremendous hurt and suffering.

 

[Pluto]

 

[Unlucky777]

No comment lol

 

[itsgone2]

Yes. Maybe it's also considered intrusive idk. But yes there are people that think the world would be better off without. Terrible thought I know. As a Christian it's pretty awful. Killing is one thing but deciding who should die is basically playing God I think. Still if being honest the thoughts exist.

 

[WhatCouldHaveBeen32]

Noooooo...
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[helplesship]

life when you could kill any people you hate ​

 

[U. A.]

Gee, I wonder whatever could have happened in that other thread about murdering people that caused it to have apparently been deleted, hmm...

 

[marksofdespair]

I must admit I do. No one in particular I should add.
I just feel angry that I got an exceptionally shitty deeply painful life and I see obnoxious people that got everything and they aren't grateful they're still fucking horrible. In fact people with everything seem to be more bitter and twisted than those with nothing. These people will always win and they'll always twist the rest of us round their fingers.

It's just a fucking joke. There is no dignity in being downtrodden, anyone who doesn't wish to participate in this purgatory should be entitled to voluntary assisted euthanasia. Life isn't precious it's cheap AF.

Yes, I've dealt with homicidal thoughts for years. When I get insanely jealous or angry I want to kill someone. Like a girl I can't have. Or him and his new girlfriends. Family members when they make me mad as shit.

I don't know if I'd actually ever murder someone though.

 

[hikikomorizombie]

I must admit I do. No one in particular I should add.
I just feel angry that I got an exceptionally shitty deeply painful life and I see obnoxious people that got everything and they aren't grateful they're still fucking horrible. In fact people with everything seem to be more bitter and twisted than those with nothing. These people will always win and they'll always twist the rest of us round their fingers.

It's just a fucking joke. There is no dignity in being downtrodden, anyone who doesn't wish to participate in this purgatory should be entitled to voluntary assisted euthanasia. Life isn't precious it's cheap AF.

Yes & no. I fantasize about our species extinction every few hours, but killing people seems illogical/pointless, even if it was on a broad scale. I imagine it'd be like finding a full bug trap, but u don't feel anything, not relief or satisfaction or disgust or anger, bc there's still an infestation.

 

[HortEr162]

I do, a lot, but I mostly want to kill evil people. People that harm others and stuff. I wish I could do some justice in the world, and show those people that their actions have consequences. Every time I see someone in real life, for example, discriminating anyone, being mean to someone for no good reason, etc, I feel a strong urge to punch, stab them or something. I also like to fantasize about torturing them.

...But then, I remember I'm just a failure, a nobody, and a coward, and most likely I won't do anything about it. Everyday I have to remind myself I can't change the world because I couldn't even save my life.

 

[Proceed]

Yes. Way more than killing myself.

 

[LetMeOut67]

I'm British and there seems to be a coordinated campaign to incite a civil war
The country is just mired in hate and misery (1 in 4 on antidepressants apparently)
If we had widespread gun ownership god knows what it'd be like

 

[worldsworsthedonist]

I do not desire to kill anyone. But every day for the last year, I have had elaborate daydreams of self-defense scenarios in which I kill my assailant. Part of me imagines that if I really experienced such a scenario, then I would be relieved of these daydreams. (I know this is false of course.)

 

[Sardinha]

I've always thought society would be better off if the truly horrible people, the ones who never change or feel remorse, just didn't exist. like politicians who get rich while people die. if someone makes the world worse and doesn't care, it's hard to feel sad if they're gone.

When I get angry or frustrated i'll admit I daydream about what it would be like to make that happen. but I know I could never actually do it. I'd regret it instantly. hurting anyone, even a terrible person, would make me feel too guilty.

besides, I don't believe killing is the solution. in a way, executing someone is almost merciful. they don't have to live with the consequences. once they're dead, that's it. they can't feel or think, so how do they ever truly pay for what they did? anyway, that's a whole nother thing

 

[Lady_V]

No, feds... I have not thought about harming anyone. Especially not the rich pedophilic douchebags that get away with everything because of money. Especially not them.

 

[cemeteryismyhome]

Only in the past few years I've had dreams of killing people. At first it disturbed me because in my dreams I gradually pushed past a line so to speak, made rational cases, and it felt really, really good. I think every person on earth is capable of killing, given the right circumstances. I never would, unless protecting someone else from deadly harm.

 

[LetMeOut67]

It's not illegal to have fantasies as long as there is no intent
No one chooses what they fantasise about
What are they gonna do lock you up for what you dream about
You don't fuckin decide what's in your dreams
I think it's healthy to discuss negative feelings
I should be congratulated

 

[cakedog]

I sometimes do specially towards institutions that try to make our lives more miserable specially """"pro-life"""" institutions
have fantasized about entering a ward or a governmental building shoot everyone and then myself

but i don't think nurses/security guards and their relatives deserve to have their lives ruined by just doing their job and obeying laws and powers above them same with lawmakers who are just going to abide by what the majority of the people believe
not saying everyone is completely innocent but i don't they think they deserve to have their lives ruined for this but it's just a small thought nothing serious

surprisingly have never thought about doing this to the people directly responsible for my suffering because i just assign a positive value to death i meant there's a reason why suicidal people are looking to ctb so much and i think dying is too good for them

 

[LetMeOut67]

I remember someone famous saying that if you want to make your enemies suffer make them live