Angst Filled Fuck Up
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- Sep 9, 2018
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I guess like most I'm a mixed bag.
I feel like I'm pretty friendly and easygoing on the surface, will do someone a quick favor without hesitation, always good to wait staff etc. I try to be considerate and ask others about their day/lives etc. But my attention span is pretty short and directly underneath that I'm preoccupied with myself and my own problems. I'm a bit of a schemer and give in to things like depression and selfishness all the time. I have chronic fatigue so at times I admit I can be a bit manipulative or whatever, but that's just to survive really, since I have days where I'm practically unable to get out of bed. I have been a bit volatile in the past too, when I had more heightened emotions. But actually evil in any significant way? Nah.
I feel like I'm pretty friendly and easygoing on the surface, will do someone a quick favor without hesitation, always good to wait staff etc. I try to be considerate and ask others about their day/lives etc. But my attention span is pretty short and directly underneath that I'm preoccupied with myself and my own problems. I'm a bit of a schemer and give in to things like depression and selfishness all the time. I have chronic fatigue so at times I admit I can be a bit manipulative or whatever, but that's just to survive really, since I have days where I'm practically unable to get out of bed. I have been a bit volatile in the past too, when I had more heightened emotions. But actually evil in any significant way? Nah.
