
bubbletea
Student
- Feb 18, 2019
- 138
Is it really up to us how we turn out?
We didn't choose our genetics, the way we were raised, etc.
I really don't understand how I got here. To the point of suicide. It was one choice after another like dominoes. And I don't understand why I mad certain choices. It was because I had certain thoughts at the time.. but I didn't choose to have those thoughts at that time. I just believed whatever was in my head. Sometimes another voice would tell me to stop or divert action but I found myself doing it anyway.
I fucking hope there's a multiverse and this isnt it for me. There's so much I wanted to do.
We didn't choose our genetics, the way we were raised, etc.
I really don't understand how I got here. To the point of suicide. It was one choice after another like dominoes. And I don't understand why I mad certain choices. It was because I had certain thoughts at the time.. but I didn't choose to have those thoughts at that time. I just believed whatever was in my head. Sometimes another voice would tell me to stop or divert action but I found myself doing it anyway.
I fucking hope there's a multiverse and this isnt it for me. There's so much I wanted to do.