• UK users: Due to a formal investigation into this site by Ofcom under the UK Online Safety Act 2023, we strongly recommend using a trusted, no-logs VPN. This will help protect your privacy, bypass censorship, and maintain secure access to the site. Read the full VPN guide here.

  • Hey Guest,

    Today, OFCOM launched an official investigation into Sanctioned Suicide under the UK’s Online Safety Act. This has already made headlines across the UK.

    This is a clear and unprecedented overreach by a foreign regulator against a U.S.-based platform. We reject this interference and will be defending the site’s existence and mission.

    In addition to our public response, we are currently seeking legal representation to ensure the best possible defense in this matter. If you are a lawyer or know of one who may be able to assist, please contact us at [email protected].

    Read our statement here:

    Donate via cryptocurrency:

    Bitcoin (BTC): 34HyDHTvEhXfPfb716EeEkEHXzqhwtow1L
    Ethereum (ETH): 0xd799aF8E2e5cEd14cdb344e6D6A9f18011B79BE9
    Monero (XMR): 49tuJbzxwVPUhhDjzz6H222Kh8baKe6rDEsXgE617DVSDD8UKNaXvKNU8dEVRTAFH9Av8gKkn4jDzVGF25snJgNfUfKKNC8
DerTod

DerTod

No alarms and no surprises
Apr 17, 2022
136
I keep having this feeling that i waste this planet's resources with my presence here. Do any of you feel the same? Every time i see the garbage bag getting full i get angry because i'm contributing to waste. I thought about getting into drawing but it's such a huge waste of resources just so i can express my feelings so i didn't. When i go to the supermarket i get depressed especially when i see families with small children buying all sorts of crap that they're gonna use once/twice and throw it away....Heck i guess i'm really really depressed.
 
  • Like
Reactions: amygdala, Forever Sleep, Tortured Existence and 8 others
Dr Iron Arc

Dr Iron Arc

Into the Unknown
Feb 10, 2020
21,378
I don't feel like I am, I know I am. And I'll continue to do so as long as I'm alive. I can't care enough to actually try to do anything differently.
 
  • Love
Reactions: hungry_ghost
locked*n*loaded

locked*n*loaded

Archangel
Apr 15, 2022
8,460
No, not really this. No more than anyone else is.
 
needforvoid_

needforvoid_

Member
Apr 18, 2022
69
No, everybody does, I'm just 1/7900000000, get into drawing.
With that being said, I hate unnecessary waste.
But expressing your feelings is important.
 
Last edited:
  • Like
Reactions: Lostandlooking
K

katniss1209

Member
Apr 20, 2022
10
I feel that way everyday. I don't even want to be here anymore yet I waste resources daily. I'm vegan and trying to be a minimalist but I still feel guilty every time I use electricity or turn on the faucet to get water. I'm just really ready to go.
 
  • Hugs
Reactions: Journeytoletgo, DerTod, Rogue Proxy and 1 other person
S

SuicidallyCurious

Enlightened
Dec 20, 2020
1,715
Drop in the bucket
 
  • Like
Reactions: GentleJerk and TakeMeBack07
deleted

deleted

Warlock
Jul 31, 2020
715
No, even I'm just a grain of sand in the middle of the desert, who really destroys the planet are factory owners, and I would never give up my life for other people fck them
 
CiproKilledMe

CiproKilledMe

Experienced
Mar 23, 2021
243
Yes, I think about this all of the time. Since I became disabled I only take from the earth and give nothing back. At least I no longer drive or travel in any capacity so my carbon footprint is drastically reduced. And I don't eat meat. But if I'm totally honest, the earth would be better off without me leeching off of it (true fact/not just depression talking).
 
  • Like
  • Hugs
Reactions: DerTod, hopeless123, toxictunes and 3 others
WorthlessTrash

WorthlessTrash

Worthless
Apr 19, 2022
2,429
I mean I leech off of society by accepting SSI (for a mental disability that is not depression) and will not get a job or go to school in protest for how I was born, so yeah. Me living doesn't benefit society at all so all the more reason for society to let me off myself.
 
S

Smart No More

Visionary
May 5, 2021
2,734
We're all impacting the planet somehow and its more than necessary. Assuming we're each just a small part so fuck it is really a big part of the issue. Companies will always make the shit if we keep buying it or eating it.

If you feel guilty do something about it.


Drawing doese have to be a wasteful process. You can do it on a computer with a tablet. It's no more wasteful than browsing the internet. Doing it with paper and lead isn't even resource heavy. Sketchbook and pencil is all you really need. You can use a lead holder made of metal or a refillable pencil. Recycle the paper you chose to throw away.
 
Last edited:
thedaywillcome

thedaywillcome

I will leave soon
Apr 2, 2022
358
I am wasting my time and patience living here anymore.
 
  • Like
Reactions: hungry_ghost
NSA

NSA

Your friendly neighborhood agent
Feb 21, 2022
270
I keep having this feeling that i waste this planet's resources with my presence here. Do any of you feel the same? Every time i see the garbage bag getting full i get angry because i'm contributing to waste. I thought about getting into drawing but it's such a huge waste of resources just so i can express my feelings so i didn't. When i go to the supermarket i get depressed especially when i see families with small children buying all sorts of crap that they're gonna use once/twice and throw it away....Heck i guess i'm really really depressed.
Same. Even with the drawing. So many dead trees and wasted money. I save junk mail sometimes and primer it to paint on which makes me feel a bit better.

If you have a decent pc or tablet, you can do digital art, which would reduce one kind of waste. I don't, but only because I'm only interested in traditional.

I'll even justify my not showering with "saving water". It isn't good to think of yourself as less worthy like that, though. If they can have it, so can we.

I HATE waste of any kind, and it definitely weighs on my mind, whether it's rational or not. Waste is part of the process, no matter what it is. You can reduce, but never entirely eliminate. I call it "cost of learning".
 
  • Like
Reactions: DerTod, Rogue Proxy and wljourney
Insomniac

Insomniac

𝔄 𝔲 𝔱 𝔦 𝔰 𝔪
May 21, 2021
1,357
much less than most people because I don't go out of my house.
 
  • Like
Reactions: lofticries, Journeytoletgo, DerTod and 1 other person
loststar

loststar

Just looking for the way
Apr 18, 2022
56
Its part of the reason i went vegan. Try and keep my suffering and waste limited to me
 
  • Like
Reactions: DerTod
T

Talvikki

Elementalist
Nov 18, 2021
831
These assholes are responsible

Shareable 2022 Billionaires 1000x600
 
  • Like
Reactions: Klo, Lostandlooking, DynamicDepression and 1 other person
T

toxictunes

life is beautiful but not for everyone
Apr 17, 2022
17
I keep having this feeling that i waste this planet's resources with my presence here. Do any of you feel the same? Every time i see the garbage bag getting full i get angry because i'm contributing to waste. I thought about getting into drawing but it's such a huge waste of resources just so i can express my feelings so i didn't. When i go to the supermarket i get depressed especially when i see families with small children buying all sorts of crap that they're gonna use once/twice and throw it away....Heck i guess i'm really really depressed.
hell yeah. Because of my diseases i cant work so i get money from the government. A total waste to keep me alive with tax money from working people. They should help me to cbt and safe their money lol
 
Ness

Ness

They/Them pronouns, please
Aug 28, 2019
248
Every bit of oxygen I breathe, all the money I use, my student spot in Uni, all of this could have gone to someone that'll be here in the future, someone that'll use it. Instead it's all wasted on me. So yeah, I get it.
 
  • Like
Reactions: stupid little girl
S

stupid little girl

always sad
Nov 28, 2019
35
Omg yes. Every time I make an unnecessary purchase, get fast food, ask for something I want but don't need, etc. I feel guilty about it a lot sometimes. I try to buy things I need/will use multiple times, but it's so hard to be the least wasteful as possible.
 
  • Like
Reactions: Ness
Tortured Existence

Tortured Existence

Alone till the end
May 18, 2022
125
I feel that way everyday. I don't even want to be here anymore yet I waste resources daily. I'm vegan and trying to be a minimalist but I still feel guilty every time I use electricity or turn on the faucet to get water. I'm just really ready to go.
I could've written that. I'm exactly the same😞
 
F

Forever Sleep

Earned it we have...
May 4, 2022
11,701
Yes, I feel exactly this when I fill up rubbish bags. I'm creative as part of my job too and there is a lot of waste. I do try to recycle and I do hoard everything I can (not a great trait either) but yeah- it all feels like such a harmful waste...

Still- I try to comfort myself with the following thought- that I didn't choose to exist- that given the choice, I wouldn't exist. That I'll try to do better and waste less but if there is a God/All Mighty Force- I'm ready when they are...
 
NothingElseMatters

NothingElseMatters

Warlock
Mar 30, 2020
745
on the contraire, i'm too good for this shit
 
  • Like
Reactions: watchingthewheels

Similar threads

elkheart
Replies
3
Views
222
Suicide Discussion
Pale_Rider
Pale_Rider
vagabond_concerto
Replies
1
Views
108
Offtopic
SVEN
SVEN
Cauliflour
Replies
1
Views
228
Suicide Discussion
Carrot
Carrot
I
Replies
2
Views
342
Suicide Discussion
curiouscvnt
curiouscvnt
lost_one
Replies
1
Views
234
Recovery
Felodese
Felodese