Xaxysh
Member
- Oct 28, 2020
- 99
I'm gonna get SN soon, walk to the local forest (25km away) and take it there while just walking around it. Do you guys have a specific location where you want to CTB?
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not real.
- Jun 18, 2021
- 467
same, an isolated place outside i know. but there's still the option for me to do it at home, but in that case i'd have to wait a lot of time to have the chance to be home alone for some hours. doing it outside causes me a lot of anxiety since i never go out, but i guess my desperation can be enough to overcome the anxieties.
good luck!
good luck!
FuneralCry
Just wanting some peace
- Sep 24, 2020
- 43,276
I would ideally like to ctb in nature, somewhere isolated but I will probably end up doing it at home.
Pen>Sword
Ad Majorem Dei Gloriam
- Jan 13, 2021
- 465
If I were to CTB, I'd choose forest as well where no one will call 911 or interrupt my attempt. I will print out the coordinates (longitude and latitude) and place it somewhere. Hopefully they're too late to "save" or "rescue" me by that time.
I'm afraid I'll look too suspicious if I try to do it outside my home. I don't have a car so I can't drive anywhere. I definitely don't want to be stopped by police with sn in my pocket. With my luck that's exactly what would happen.
No way to really do it outside my home which brings with it its own complications.
Deadlyroses
Sad Millennial
- Mar 28, 2021
- 119
A hotel. In the bathroom so that I won't leave a huge mess if I happen to throw up. Door closed and locked. Also with a note taped to the door alerting whoever of what I've done so that nobody has to stumble across the scene without any warnings.
I would love to be able to do it out in nature, but I'm too scared of being interrupted or found before I catch my bus.
I would love to be able to do it out in nature, but I'm too scared of being interrupted or found before I catch my bus.
TheSoulless
I'd like to fly but my wings have been so denied
- Jan 7, 2020
- 1,059
It's a bird watching tower or whatever you want to call it. Whenever I think of ctb, I think about that place. If I could get some time alone, I would do it there. But I never do.
quiet.rabbit
NEET
- Feb 27, 2020
- 118
I'm in the same situation right now. I have literally no time where I can be certain I'll be alone. Home is not an option for me since someone is always in the other room sleeping and my dog will alert them if he hears me die. My dog also needs to be with me most of the time so I can only go outside alone at night when he sleeps. And to make things worse I am far away from any public forests. If I could drive I could go at night no problem but walking out super late is dangerous. My only hope is this dusty shed thing(?) nearby. I hope you find a better place to do it than me lol...
Have you considered sending a delayed mail? Just set it up to send a few days after you died so if you fail you can cancel the delivery and nobody knows for sure you tried to CTB.
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lovelyheartz
Let me leave, please, please...
- Jun 15, 2021
- 43
I have a location chosen as well, however it's a little bit risky... but I'm still going to try.
Just at home. I'm going to get my own place here soon. Really looking forward to it. Have a scheduled e-mail go out to alert people to call emergency services.
Seaghost
Specialist
- Apr 14, 2019
- 349
If I had the balls I would travel to beachy head.
At the moment and with the appropiate chemicals I'd go to the forrest or travel anywhere in germany. Somewhere between the hills and sundown.
At the moment and with the appropiate chemicals I'd go to the forrest or travel anywhere in germany. Somewhere between the hills and sundown.
Dear Agony
The Void
- Jan 24, 2020
- 296
I'm struggling with that at the moment. My method is full suspension, and I'd like to have at least an hour advantage to make sure I won't be found. I live in my house with my mom and brother, so it can't be here. Even while they're asleep, I'll make noises when I die.
I considered a forest since my country is full of them, but I'm deadly afraid someone would find me and I'll become a vegetable. So the only location left is my dads house, I have the key to it, he normally spends most days at his girlfriends house. The problem is, I don't want any of my family to find my dead body. I feel like I would traumatize them forever. I specifically want a stranger to find my body. I know it's selfish, they'll be traumatized, but I don't know them anyways lol
I considered a forest since my country is full of them, but I'm deadly afraid someone would find me and I'll become a vegetable. So the only location left is my dads house, I have the key to it, he normally spends most days at his girlfriends house. The problem is, I don't want any of my family to find my dead body. I feel like I would traumatize them forever. I specifically want a stranger to find my body. I know it's selfish, they'll be traumatized, but I don't know them anyways lol
motel rooms
Survivor of incest. Gay. Please don't PM me.
- Apr 13, 2021
- 7,081
Go to a hotel and leave a sign to call emergency services for the person who enters the room. That's the best way to avoid these messes.
SelmaJezkova10
Amorphous and useless thing
- May 24, 2021
- 88
BLM-controlled lands or a hotel. Preferably out there with nature so the chance of finding me is next to nil. Just want to disappear and be an unknown.
brokenwaves
i need to cross a border that’s hard to define
- Feb 19, 2021
- 118
i'm jumping so i've picked the tallest cliff that i can possibly get to. so by the sea, which is perfect because that's my favourite place to be in this world. i can't think of a better place to spend my last moments
The sea is one of my favourite places too. I wish I could do this but logistically it's just not possible.
Wakawaka
Student
- Dec 10, 2020
- 154
theres a nice creek i'd like to die by, a nice view of the open sky and moon i can pass out by the rocks and let any blood or other fluids be washed away by the water
no one visits there by night and i'd be alone the whole time, listening to my favorite band as i drift away
no one visits there by night and i'd be alone the whole time, listening to my favorite band as i drift away
motel rooms
Survivor of incest. Gay. Please don't PM me.
- Apr 13, 2021
- 7,081
you mean you're just going to dive in and force yourself to get drowned? No equipment?
motel rooms
Survivor of incest. Gay. Please don't PM me.
- Apr 13, 2021
- 7,081
Depressed_Kettle
Experienced
- Apr 25, 2021
- 253
Depending on method, I might be limited by location
Outside. Preferably the woods. That suits my 2 chosen methods perfectly (head shot or CO poisoning). No one around to disturb or save you. Also not tainting the inside of my house/car with my dead body so the family can sell it for top dollar.
Also you never know if a hotel might try and get the cleanup charge from your family.
Also you never know if a hotel might try and get the cleanup charge from your family.
This actually doesn't sound bad. I think you have to ensure that only deep water is around you, so you can't do it by the beach, it would have to be farther away. Do you have any ideas how to do it away from the beach and at the same time make sure no one is nearby?
I wonder if doing it right after a long run would help with hyperventilation.
Lady black
35 male, central Europe, German speaking
- Oct 22, 2018
- 1,192
Yes I have a private indoor place, but actually I prefer the omd gallows in the woods at night. It's a great place and a bit mystic
noxin
Member
- Jun 26, 2021
- 42
