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shaggy_dooo

shaggy_dooo

Member
Jan 26, 2026
24
Like anyone of u guys that are disabled due to a physical or a mental illness and you're just maybe sitting in your house like wtf am i living for what am i supposed to do why dont i just die or kill myself thats me everyday i wanns get high everyday bc i cant stand my head and i cant go outside and im isolated and i wanna go away from this fucking place of pain away from anyone who ever hurt me and away from everyone that way nobody will hurt me again.
 
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unluckysadness

unluckysadness

Enlightened
Jul 9, 2025
1,181
Yes I hate it. Fortunately I'm not in a wheelchair or something else, but my physical and mental condition are not suitable with an acceptable life.
As you, I just want to be in peace. I guess that I must be very strong because I've experienced so much pain / stress / anxiety / traumas for decades (you cannot imagine what I endured) and I'm still here in this shitty life. Knowing that other people are in huge suffering helps me to cope.

I really wish you can find the peace you deserve.
 
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gunmetalblue

gunmetalblue

Suicidal Jesus
Oct 31, 2025
421
Very, sadly, relatable.
 
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hurts2b

hurts2b

Tired
Mar 14, 2026
128
Yes. Same. Employment is impossible, friendship is impossible. Living is impossible.
 
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thelostautistic

Arcanist
Jul 31, 2025
458
I hate it so much. Getting through every day is so hard.
 
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