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shaggy_dooo

shaggy_dooo

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Jan 26, 2026
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I grew up in church i do believe in God but it wasnt a pleasant experience to me at all it brings me torment to think about a being thats on my ass everyday judging and will put me in hell after death i believe theres a God i never got peace from that so called God and theres a God that murders people all of this just brings me overwhelming torment and its no such big deal i dont wanna live i just dont want God nor the Devil bothering me as they only bring torment.
 
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LastDayOnEarth

LastDayOnEarth

Vsed apologist
May 20, 2025
269
Yes but I don't like him
 
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Lextyle

Lextyle

What is this - Life?
Apr 6, 2026
218
There is no god in this universe. Only us, the matter around us and laws of physics.
 
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unluckysadness

unluckysadness

Enlightened
Jul 9, 2025
1,181
I prayed for almost 40 years but now I think God doesn't give a shit with me so I don't pray anymore.
 
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Unbearable Mr. Bear

Unbearable Mr. Bear

Sometimes, all a cub needs is a hug...
May 9, 2025
1,020
I grew up in church i do believe in God but it wasnt a pleasant experience to me at all it brings me torment to think about a being thats on my ass everyday judging and will put me in hell after death i believe theres a God i never got peace from that so called God and theres a God that murders people all of this just brings me overwhelming torment and its no such big deal i dont wanna live i just dont want God nor the Devil bothering me as they only bring torment.
I'm so sorry you were handed such a toxic, terrifying version of religion. The God you're describing, the one watching your every move, judging you, condemning you to hell, and murdering people, is a purely human invention. It's a projection of human pettiness, an instrument of control designed to keep people afraid and obedient.

That's exactly why I'm agnostic: the human definition of God is meaningless by design. A creator of the vast, incomprehensible universe wouldn't operate on human neuroses. It wouldn't demand worship, it wouldn't inflict eternal torment, and it wouldn't behave like a petty, angry dictator. By definition, a true God would be so far beyond our cognitive limits that we couldn't possibly map our human anxieties onto it.

We might be looking at God every single second, right in front of our faces. We might be right now. We just wouldn't know it, because it wouldn't look like a judge or a tyrant. It would just be the incomprehensible fabric of existence.

You don't have to carry the burden of that church-invented 'God' anymore. The thing tormenting you is a human-made ghost. You can let it go, and you are free to just exist without a cosmic stalker breathing down your neck.
 
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SoverignDreamer97

SoverignDreamer97

I am never alone.
Mar 29, 2026
94
I'll tell you this much: given what's written in Hebrews 11:6; that without faith it is impossible to please Him, and that all who come to God must believe that He is, and that He's a rewarder of those who diligently seek Him,

If you are without faith, and have no desire to seek God, or to have anything to do with Him, His followers, or Christianity itself, then you shouldn't concern yourself with the minds of others, let alone whether or not the biblical claims are true, and that God exists; so long as you believe not on the Son, you're going to be separated from Him and His followers regardless.
For God so loved the world He gave His only begotten Son, Christ Jesus of Nazareth; He died on the cross, His blood was shed for the remission of sins, and then He rose on the third day, that whosoever believes on Him shall not perish but have everlasting life. For God did not send His Son into the world to condemn the world, but that the world through Him might be saved.

"He who believes in Him is not condemned; but he who does not believe is condemned already, because he has not believed in the name of the only begotten Son of God. And this is the condemnation, that the light has come into the world, and men loved darkness rather than light, because their deeds were evil. For everyone practicing evil hates the light and does not come to the light, lest his deeds should be exposed. But he who does the truth comes to the light, that his deeds may be clearly seen, that they have been done in God." (John 3:16-21)
However, if it is within your desire to be with Him, given what's what's written in Romans 3:3-4, then by all means believe on the Son.

Whatever the case, suicide is not a sin which leads to separation, but rather unbelief.
 
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shaggy_dooo

shaggy_dooo

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Jan 26, 2026
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I'll tell you this much: given what's written in Hebrews 11:6; that without faith it is impossible to please Him, and that all who come to God must believe that He is, and that He's a rewarder of those who diligently seek Him,

If you are without faith, and have no desire to seek God, or to have anything to do with Him, His followers, or Christianity itself, then you shouldn't concern yourself with the minds of others, let alone whether or not the biblical claims are true, and that God exists; so long as you believe not on the Son, you're going to be separated from Him and His followers regardless.

However, if it is within your desire to be with Him, given what's what's written in Romans 3:3-4, then by all means believe on the Son.

Whatever the case, suicide is not a sin which leads to separation, but rather unbelief.
i have absolutely nothing to question u about you now the word for what it seems like there are alot of things the bible say tho i agree he has promises in there however life is so tedious and people can die so miserably without God rewarding them for aboslutely nothing for what it seems like id like to go to heaven for sure but now would ik that?? i wouldnt bc alot of christians even question between each other if heaven is somewhere people go immediately after death or maybe they'll go there one day on judgement day all this topic bring confusion to my heart and torment as im in pain and it seems to be for nothing and at the end is only death that awaits i try to stay away from these stuff since it bothers me but i keep questioning.
 
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mold

mold

local fungi
Jun 25, 2019
135
I'm agnostic, so I do believe there is something out there, but I don't believe in "Him" as a lot of the big religions do. I think there is so much to life and the universe as we know it, and it's all beyond our understanding as little tiny humans
 
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SoverignDreamer97

SoverignDreamer97

I am never alone.
Mar 29, 2026
94
i have absolutely nothing to question u about you now the word for what it seems like there are alot of things the bible say tho i agree he has promises in there however life is so tedious and people can die so miserably without God rewarding them for aboslutely nothing for what it seems like id like to go to heaven for sure but now would ik that?? i wouldnt bc alot of christians even question between each other if heaven is somewhere people go immediately after death or maybe they'll go there one day on judgement day all this topic bring confusion to my heart and torment as im in pain and it seems to be for nothing and at the end is only death that awaits i try to stay away from these stuff since it bothers me but i keep questioning.
Suppose that it was God who subjected all creation to futility, what then? (Romans 8:20-23)

Whatever the case, I pretty much never bother with the speculations, since I can't even begin to imagine what awaits on the other side.

What I do know for sure is that when June 19th hits, I will have my rest.
 
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HeyBoogahJr

HeyBoogahJr

I'm still here.
Apr 25, 2026
42
I'm sorry to hear that your god has been so cruel to you. It sounds very painful. I hope you feel better soon.

I don't think god exists. I think people made him up, to feel better and push things like homophobia or maybe to make life easier. Idk.

Whenever someone asks "who I believe?" in or what "religion I'm in?" I'd say "Myself" in a snarky tone. But right now that isn't the case. All I can do is hope. Hope that I kill myself.

I like Scooby Doo too btw. Your pfp is funny.
I grew up in church i do believe in God but it wasnt a pleasant experience to me at all it brings me torment to think about a being thats on my ass everyday judging and will put me in hell after death i believe theres a God i never got peace from that so called God and theres a God that murders people all of this just brings me overwhelming torment and its no such big deal i dont wanna live i just dont want God nor the Devil bothering me as they only bring torment.
 
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shaggy_dooo

shaggy_dooo

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Jan 26, 2026
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Suppose that it was God who subjected all creation to futility, what then? (Romans 8:20-23)

Whatever the case, I pretty much never bother with the speculations, since I can't even begin to imagine what awaits on the other side.

What I do know for sure is that when June 19th hits, I will have my rest.


Eclesiastés 9:5 Theres passages like this that makes me think God forgets dead people. Why would i care about having a life after being dead for a thousand years where God finally decided about judgement day after being dead and forgotten for so long and couldn't even said proper goodbye to my family.




I wish u luck wherever u go i hope it turns out for good for u here or on the other side.❤️

 
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,207
No, never, anything to do with religion is completely fictional to me, no matter what I'll just always see existence as the most terrible, cruel mistake that just causes all this torture, pain and suffering all for the sake of it and I could never see a point to any of this, it's just dreadful suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured. All I want is to never suffer again, all I hope for is non-existence where finally I'm at peace from the abomination of existence, it's just so terrible how this existence was imposed at all.
 
SoverignDreamer97

SoverignDreamer97

I am never alone.
Mar 29, 2026
94
Eclesiastés 9:5 Theres passages like this that makes me think God forgets dead people. Why would i care about having a life after being dead for a thousand years where God finally decided about judgement day after being dead and forgotten for so long and couldn't even said proper goodbye to my family.

I wish u luck wherever u go i hope it turns out for good for u here or on the other side.❤️
I dunno; this is out of my hands.
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But thanks, may you also obtain your happy meal flag.
 
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bakenohana

bakenohana

ah...I want to disappear.
Feb 12, 2026
130
i was born into a religious family (islam), for some time i did believe in god but as soon as i fully thought about it for myself, i quickly came to the conclusion that i don't believe in a god. since then my beliefs about there being no god have only strengthened. Well, if a god really was real they'd hate me and I'd be going straight to hell 😂
 
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shaggy_dooo

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Jan 26, 2026
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i was born into a religious family (islam), for some time i did believe in god but as soon as i fully thought about it for myself, i quickly came to the conclusion that i don't believe in a god. since then my beliefs about there being no god have only strengthened. Well, if a god really was real they'd hate me and I'd be going straight to hell 😂
Best of luck brother much love 🖤
 
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Black wizard

It only gets worse
Feb 16, 2026
24
I don't know. I don't believe in the god presented in religions: jesus, allah, etc. But I think there is a possibility that this world is acting as a prison planet for our souls and is operated by the demiurge/Yaldabaoth.

There is no way to verify this so I don't believe in it 100% but imo it is very possible
 
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bl33ding_heart

bl33ding_heart

Borderline
Jun 24, 2025
330
I see god as a phenomenon and not a conscious entity. god is the universe, and we are a projection of the universe. Meaning we are the universe experiencing itself. The idea of "god" to me is the universe itself. We are all connected to god and have god within our souls. I interpret connecting with god as connecting with the roots of your soul, and not connecting with a metaphysical entity.
 
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DeplorableHuman

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Aug 2, 2024
11
There is no god in this universe. Only us, the matter around us and laws of physics.
Exactly. Even if there is a "god" or "creator" or whatever you want to call it. It would be so far beyond our human experience that it would be completely irrelevant if it exists at all.
No, never, anything to do with religion is completely fictional to me, no matter what I'll just always see existence as the most terrible, cruel mistake that just causes all this torture, pain and suffering all for the sake of it and I could never see a point to any of this, it's just dreadful suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured. All I want is to never suffer again, all I hope for is non-existence where finally I'm at peace from the abomination of existence, it's just so terrible how this existence was imposed at all.
I'm kind of in the same boat.

The way I view religion is that it's an attempt at creating rules to reduce the suffering to a minimum. People tend to take it too literally in my opinion. For example, hell and heaven, I think, are just metaphors for how one can experience life. Aka, do these things and you will feel better in life (heaven). Don't do the bad things or you'll feel horrible (hell).

To me it's just a really old rulebook that lost a lot of its meaning through the years because evolution of language, cultures, leaders trying to manipulate people using its rules,.. since it's been written. As a result of that it gets misinterpreted contantly.

I dont believe in any religion but I respect what they were trying to do.
 
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