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CTB Dream

CTB Dream

Injury damage disabl hard talk no argu make fun et
Sep 17, 2022
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This wat feel brain end lose lose all disapr no come any even small illne make go even no hon any time move make go wat do no have any, now ni feel any brain, me no exst no slf no any, nobd undrstd thhis all lose ,rly no want stay this awfl life
 
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Forever Sleep

Earned it we have...
May 4, 2022
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I wish you could find your freedom. Your posts always make me feel so sad. No one deserves to be left to have to live like this. This world is so cruel.
 
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rozeske

Maybe I am the problem
Dec 2, 2023
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Am so sorry for your suffering and pain. I hope you can find a way to get your peace soon ❤️
 
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LastLoveLetter

Persephone
Mar 28, 2021
654
I'm so sorry you have to endure so much, @CTB Dream. That feeling of your very sense of self slipping away is awful, a horrendous and helpless and unstoppable loss. I can relate but can't claim to in any way grasp the extent of your deterioration and it saddens me to see you suffer like this.

You've shown nothing but care and support to me and many others here, even while contending with so much pain yourself, and I admire you very much. I'm always here to listen. Sending lots of love.
 
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pthnrdnojvsc

Extreme Pain is much worse than people know
Aug 12, 2019
4,342
This wat feel brain end lose lose all disapr no come any even small illne make go even no hon any time move make go wat do no have any, now ni feel any brain, me no exst no slf no any, nobd undrstd thhis all lose ,rly no want stay this awfl life
It's evil that they made Nembutal and assisted suicide crimes. People that are suffering should have the right and option to easily exit this hell if they want to
 
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