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Aimiya

Aimiya

Autism
Nov 24, 2023
30
I just feel so bad, it's like that feeling of "a hiccup is coming" but with tears, and they'll never fall, it's like my body is deciding if it cares or not, and i can't opine.
Thought to myself "Would be crying buckets had i not been disassociating so hard" and it felt kinda funny

Dissassociating so hard, don't feel like a human most of the time
Frequently giving advice to myself, as if there's someone else doing the things that I do
 
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