serah
Student
- May 6, 2020
- 179
idk this is super personal and i just want to put it out there. whats up with me feeling like i need to turn any close genuine relation i have with someone else into a sexual or atleast romantic one? im disgusted with myself. met a cool guy online and felt the need to flirt with him until the friendship turned into smth we cant take back. after this i feel disgusted and feel the urge to leave. i just dont feel satisfied with a regular close connection or platonic friendship. is this by any chance something to do with bpd? for anyone who has it?
