DefinitelyReady
*perpetually annoyed*
- Mar 14, 2024
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So a user on here really got my hopes up... because they PM'd me and said they wanted to bless someone else with some "supplies" (the most talked about one here) because they had extra. They had seen my Partner Thread and knew of my difficulties to ctb on my own. The package has had plenty of time by now to arrive, and it hasn't. Even though, with my GI issues, my risk for vomiting it up is high, I was going to use propranolol, benzos, quetiapine, fasting, and sheer will to keep it down... (I have experience with trying to not throw up from these GI issues.)
I'm so discouraged and let down... I understand if they changed their mind for whatever reason, but why lie? I think they felt comfortable enough to tell me "Sorry, nevermind etc." They literally wanted to bless someone else with the extra they had; and I felt blessed... It was going to be the push I needed to finalize my life and get my shit together so I could finally end this. They said they mailed it and I waited and waited...
I'm so discouraged and let down... I understand if they changed their mind for whatever reason, but why lie? I think they felt comfortable enough to tell me "Sorry, nevermind etc." They literally wanted to bless someone else with the extra they had; and I felt blessed... It was going to be the push I needed to finalize my life and get my shit together so I could finally end this. They said they mailed it and I waited and waited...