Disabling my account tonight

[T90-Alpha]

I am going to disable my account tonight. I don't know if I will come back again.

I have finally made the realization that I am stuck here on earth to deal with my past mistakes as punishment, and I cannot escape from it. My sodium nitrite was taken away, and I already tried other options (none of them worked for me, partial, full, OD, ect…) the sodium nitrite I ordered was the only chance to finally end the suffering I face, and I missed the chance to use it.

Since there is no other option I can use to peacefully CTB, I have decided to leave this forum to work on fixing my life.

I have managed to save enough money to get my license and buy a used car (Nissan ultima with 200k miles) I am looking to find available jobs near me to work at… I have been going to the gym recently as well..

Thank you guys for helping me through my tough times I faced. You have been more helpful to me than any therapist I've been to. I might come back here if I manage to find another available option to ctb

Goodbye everyone. I hope I don't have to come here again

 

[Medicmedic72]

Best wishes in your new circumstances!

 

[Al Cappella]

Good for you—best of luck out there!

 

[T90-Alpha]

Good for you—best of luck out there!

Best wishes in your new circumstances!

Thanks for both of your kind words!

Goodbye everyone

 

[The Disinherited]

This sounds like recovery more than anything else so good luck and I hope you prosper

 

[jitendrabagaria786@]

How did you fail at full suspension can you tell me?

 

[Cathy Ames]

You're probably gone, but in case you are not, here's wishing you all of the luck!

 

[Well-Edited Chaos]

Good luck! Feel free to join us in the Recovery forum if you're looking for support with your new life.

 

[19andOverdue]

I am going to disable my account tonight. I don't know if I will come back again.

I have finally made the realization that I am stuck here on earth to deal with my past mistakes as punishment, and I cannot escape from it. My sodium nitrite was taken away, and I already tried other options (none of them worked for me, partial, full, OD, ect…) the sodium nitrite I ordered was the only chance to finally end the suffering I face, and I missed the chance to use it.

Since there is no other option I can use to peacefully CTB, I have decided to leave this forum to work on fixing my life.

I have managed to save enough money to get my license and buy a used car (Nissan ultima with 200k miles) I am looking to find available jobs near me to work at… I have been going to the gym recently as well..

Thank you guys for helping me through my tough times I faced. You have been more helpful to me than any therapist I've been to. I might come back here if I manage to find another available option to ctb

Goodbye everyone. I hope I don't have to come here again

Proud of you king

 

[coyotestark]

God speed.

 

[MsMaudlin]

I'm so proud of you and wish you all the luck in your recovery

❤

 

[Shivali]

Sounds good! Good luck and may you find reasons to live for!

 

[CursedSoul]

take care man, if you want other methods incase, you can always SBC if your country is a bit decent, but yeah, try getting on your recovery, hope to not see you again either, not in a bad way, but in a "enjoy your life, and be happy" way :) take care

also, russian tanks gud, KV-2 caused the extinction of the dinosaurs

 

[FuneralCry]

Farewell, I hope that you find what you are looking for.

 

[DerTod]

Good luck! May life work out for you!