CTB Fella
Experienced
- Dec 15, 2022
- 257
If you had the means to do it right now, would you do it.
I'll start us off … Me: Yes.
You?
I'll start us off … Me: Yes.
You?
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FuneralCry
Just wanting some peace
- Sep 24, 2020
- 38,945
If I had the option of a method as peaceful as Nembutal which means that I can die just like falling into an eternal sleep, then there would be no need to delay the inevitable. I view a peaceful suicide that happens without pain and struggle as being preferable to everything else as such a thing would solve every problem and prevent all future torment.
Death truly is the only relief in such a dreadful existence, and anyway we are only just waiting around to die, we are just slowly dying waiting for death to take us away. So of course the best way to cease existing would be peacefully on our own terms, I don't see the point or appeal to existing anyway, such a thing just leads to unnecessary suffering. The only thing that appeals to me is everything being forgotten about in death.
Death truly is the only relief in such a dreadful existence, and anyway we are only just waiting around to die, we are just slowly dying waiting for death to take us away. So of course the best way to cease existing would be peacefully on our own terms, I don't see the point or appeal to existing anyway, such a thing just leads to unnecessary suffering. The only thing that appeals to me is everything being forgotten about in death.
I don't feel like I can- I'm waiting for my Dad to go first. Plus- I'd likely go for SN and that isn't best done spur of the moment. From what I've gathered, fasting and other meds are recommended.
In terms of a random wish to die this second though- yeah- I'm ready. There's nothing I want to do enough to keep me here- if I had the opportunity to go right now.
In terms of a random wish to die this second though- yeah- I'm ready. There's nothing I want to do enough to keep me here- if I had the opportunity to go right now.
Yes I'd do it right now, I'm ready. But unfortunately I'm not alone at home right now and that's what stops me now ... 
