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anerirkateti

anerirkateti

smells bad
Jun 21, 2022
22
Having overdosed on Benadryl before, about 5500mg, I figured it would be worth another try because of my experience with it. Despite what people have said and being fully aware of it at the time, I didn't have the terrible trips and deliriant psychosis that is attributed to an overdose. I was found shortly after losing consciousness, apparently having seizures at the time, so perhaps that is why I didn't experience the full thing. Nevertheless, it was a peaceful 2 days until I became lucid and had trouble controlling my limbs for a couple days after.

To get on with the point, Benadryl overdose seems like a better way to go *in my case* because of prior experiences, and also it takes like 15 minutes for me to the nearest store. If SN was equally as convenient, I might consider it over the Benadryl, but I don't know.

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I am really desperate right now and the appeal of benadryl is slowly controlling me. Is it REALLY that terrible to go out that way and is it worth staying the weeks or so to acquire what is needed for SN??? Please
Any thoughts??
 
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lessonlearned

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May 23, 2022
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i've feel like the success rate is low unless you manage to take a lot. i know that it can lead to coma/death but its definitely not peaceful like SN. although at this point idc if its painful or not. also can u message me i need some help.
 
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KuroiHana

KuroiHana

Peaceful Sleep
Jun 23, 2022
8
In my own experience, diphenhydramine is not a good way to try and CTB. The symptoms kept me awake and did not feel peaceful. Instead I got a terrifying feeling of doom. I didn't take enough at the time to kill me obv but I would not attempt it again at a larger dose. Even if it's relatively more convenient to obtain than SN, SN has less fearful symptoms and a higher success rate which I'd say is a better trade-off.
 
anerirkateti

anerirkateti

smells bad
Jun 21, 2022
22
i've feel like the success rate is low unless you manage to take a lot. i know that it can lead to coma/death but its definitely not peaceful like SN. although at this point idc if its painful or not. also can u message me i need some help.
if you're talking as in my body will be in a terrible state and stuff, yes I am aware, but I'm desperate at this point. Unless I can find some place that I can trust that ships to Canada, I'll just stick to the convenience of Benadryl

In response to KuroiHana(like the name btw, 黒い花): Is it possible to share information regarding sources in private on this forum? I saw a post saying that if we needed a source of SN we could DM the OP but I'm not sure
 
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KuroiHana

KuroiHana

Peaceful Sleep
Jun 23, 2022
8
In response to KuroiHana(like the name btw, 黒い花): Is it possible to share information regarding sources in private on this forum? I saw a post saying that if we needed a source of SN we could DM the OP but I'm not sure
Haha, thanks. Got the name from a song. ☺️
As for the rest, I believeee it's allowed to privately send sources but to proceed with caution. Not 100% sure myself as I'm fairly new so take that with a grain of salt.
 
anerirkateti

anerirkateti

smells bad
Jun 21, 2022
22
My main problem basically, the path to getting SN is fraught with traps and stuff while getting Benadryl is literally down the road.

I guess I'll try asking around once I get PM permissions but I'm not too sure as of now lol
 
hellispink

hellispink

poisonous
May 26, 2022
1,229
I was planning on using Benadryl with vodka. But then I switch to SN. I think if I drink enough of it, loss of consciousness will occur before most of the other symptoms. I consider it a plan B for myself.
 
anerirkateti

anerirkateti

smells bad
Jun 21, 2022
22
I was planning on using Benadryl with vodka. But then I switch to SN. I think if I drink enough of it, loss of consciousness will occur before most of the other symptoms. I consider it a plan B for myself.
I remember reading on the SN guide that it is generally not recommended to take (x) with alcohol since it increases the risk of throwing up.
 
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tired868686

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Aug 27, 2022
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Having overdosed on Benadryl before, about 5500mg, I figured it would be worth another try because of my experience with it. Despite what people have said and being fully aware of it at the time, I didn't have the terrible trips and deliriant psychosis that is attributed to an overdose. I was found shortly after losing consciousness, apparently having seizures at the time, so perhaps that is why I didn't experience the full thing. Nevertheless, it was a peaceful 2 days until I became lucid and had trouble controlling my limbs for a couple days after.

To get on with the point, Benadryl overdose seems like a better way to go *in my case* because of prior experiences, and also it takes like 15 minutes for me to the nearest store. If SN was equally as convenient, I might consider it over the Benadryl, but I don't know.

EDIT:
I am really desperate right now and the appeal of benadryl is slowly controlling me. Is it REALLY that terrible to go out that way and is it worth staying the weeks or so to acquire what is needed for SN??? Please
Any thoughts??
I've read at least 10 documented accounts of Diphenhydramine (Benadryl) on it's own causing death. Two were moderately famous.
5,500mg if a good effect. How quickly were you taken to hospital?
I don't know how to attain SN either and am new, but i do have 1000 0.050mg pills of Diphenhydramine (45grams) and if it's my only option then I'm going to try.
Do you know what they did for you in hospital after your DPH overdose?
 
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