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Metro

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Jun 5, 2025
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Checking SD's listing for SN today and it's just a 404 and there's nowhere else on their site that links to anything about SN. In the UK but accessing via ProtonVPN on both Netherlands and Polish servers, and the listing has disappeared
 
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NearlyIrrelevantCake

NearlyIrrelevantCake

The Cake Is A Lie
Aug 12, 2021
2,516
Can't see any SN on their site anymore, viewing from Canada.
 
TwilightSylph

TwilightSylph

Member
Sep 15, 2025
13
I ordered a few days ago so checked my confirmation and it still said confirmed but awaiting shipment.
I'm hoping this doesn't mean they'll be cancelling any current orders
 
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EmptyBottle

EmptyBottle

2036-01-10T08
Apr 10, 2025
2,203
I ordered a few days ago so checked my confirmation and it still said confirmed but awaiting shipment.
I'm hoping this doesn't mean they'll be cancelling any current orders
when a product is delisted, but the order has been confirmed, I'd assume the order likely already left the warehouse or so (at least, if it arrives within a reasonable time, if not, then I'd be concerned)
 
closetoyou

closetoyou

Member
Aug 19, 2025
81
rip to the real one 🙏

but yeah, SN's just gonna get more rare and rare atp. wish somebody told me about this shit when you used to be able to get it off ebay
 
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FadingSnowFake

FadingSnowFake

Enlightened
Nov 25, 2024
1,824
I'm so lucky to be living in SE Asia. Feel sorry for you guys.
 
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pthnrdnojvsc

pthnrdnojvsc

Extreme Pain is much worse than people know
Aug 12, 2019
4,344
imo it's the massive posting people here posting the initials or other clues that get sources taken down. I've seen it happen to countless Sn sources in the U.S. one by one once a source became mainstream on this site it was soon taken down. and also same thing happened to the one nembutal source too N from D .

6 years ago many reliable industrial companies sold SN to individuals cheaply

too many people going to the gold mine at one time in this extremely anti-suicide world will get a reliable method source taken down

even giving the source to someone in pm they can then tell 10 others and so on . but posting initials in the public forum 1000s could see it and anyone can figure it out with the initials

so now no one in the world has access to a reliable Nembutal source. soon sn will be gone and people will have to resort to brutal painful unreliable methods like jumping under a bus, train, jumping off building

they really should make a rule no posting about any sn source including giving the initials or clues
 
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DarkShadows

A broken person.
Dec 21, 2023
146
This is what happens when people can't shut up about sources. There was probably too much heat. This one was up for YEARS until everyone started talking about it here more and more. Also, it's probably just one or two guys and they're likely being bombarded with orders and can't deal with it.
 
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pthnrdnojvsc

Extreme Pain is much worse than people know
Aug 12, 2019
4,344
This is what happens when people can't shut up about sources. There was probably too much heat. This one was up for YEARS until everyone started talking about it here more and more.
I noticed this too with many sources taken down. they really should make a rule no posting about any sn source including giving the initials or clues
 
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EmptyBottle

EmptyBottle

2036-01-10T08
Apr 10, 2025
2,203
so now no one in he world has access to a reliable Nembutal source. soon sn will be gone and people will have to resort to brutal painful unreliable methods like jumping under a bus, train, jumping off building
True, SN could fade out as a commonly used method here if it becomes too tricky to get.

Some methods on here can be done with literal socks or other household items (my chosen CTB method in the event I CTB)... it seems extremely unlikely that socks and similar will be unobtainable.
 
Liebestod

Liebestod

Death is near
Mar 15, 2025
685
imo it's the massive posting people here posting the initials or other clues that get sources taken down. I've seen it happen to countless Sn sources in the U.S. one by one once a source became mainstream on this site it was soon taken down. and also same thing happened to the one nembutal source too N ftom D .

6 years ago many reliable industrial companies sold in to individuals cheaply

too many people going to the gold mine at one time in this extremely anti-suicude world will get a reliable method source taken down

even giving the source to someone pm they can then tell 10 others and so on . but posting initials in the public forum 1000s could see it and anyone can figure it out with initials

so now no one in he world has access to a reliable Nembutal source. soon sn will be gone and people will have to resort to brutal painful unreliable methods like jumping under a bus, train, jumping off building

they really should make a rule no posting about any sn source including giving the initials or clues
Yeah that's tough ngl, some of you guys can't even get access to firearms or any other quick methods too. If anyone who namedropped it could get access to other relatively peaceful methods they shouldn't have contributed to the growing rarity by sharing and namedropping.
 
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qewpie

qewpie

bedbound, bouncing, broken
Aug 3, 2025
159
rip…
 
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pthnrdnojvsc

pthnrdnojvsc

Extreme Pain is much worse than people know
Aug 12, 2019
4,344
True, SN could fade out as a commonly used method here if it becomes too tricky to get.

Some methods on here can be done with literal socks or other household items (my chosen CTB method in the event I CTB)... it seems extremely unlikely that socks and similar will be unobtainable.
how would socks method work?
 
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EmptyBottle

EmptyBottle

2036-01-10T08
Apr 10, 2025
2,203
how would socks method work?
 
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searchingforpeace

Experienced
Nov 26, 2022
273
You can still buy 10 pounds of it for some reason it looks like.
 
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thebox_123

thebox_123

Member
Sep 14, 2025
41
I was on the order confirmation screen when I saw this post. My order went through, thank God.
 
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NellyGoes

Sure.
Aug 16, 2025
166
imo it's the massive posting people here posting the initials or other clues that get sources taken down. I've seen it happen to countless Sn sources in the U.S. one by one once a source became mainstream on this site it was soon taken down. and also same thing happened to the one nembutal source too N from D .

6 years ago many reliable industrial companies sold SN to individuals cheaply

too many people going to the gold mine at one time in this extremely anti-suicide world will get a reliable method source taken down

even giving the source to someone in pm they can then tell 10 others and so on . but posting initials in the public forum 1000s could see it and anyone can figure it out with the initials

so now no one in the world has access to a reliable Nembutal source. soon sn will be gone and people will have to resort to brutal painful unreliable methods like jumping under a bus, train, jumping off building

they really should make a rule no posting about any sn source including giving the initials or clues
Yeah I'm kinda baffled how little the private forum is used here, ESPECIALLY for fucking citing sources (abbreviated or not)!
 
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shampoo sniffer

shampoo sniffer

Terminal
Aug 10, 2025
285
10lb tub is still on there for $120

(if my comment is giving too much info then delete plz)
 
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metfan647

Specialist
Jun 12, 2025
346
I can't see it either. I'm not overly distraught as it wasn't my primary intended way out but it waa on my radar. Snooze and you lose as they say. Why didn't I just buy some a few days back?
 
wolfpaxhd

wolfpaxhd

Student
Aug 30, 2025
128
This honestly sucks, there will come a point where we will have zero sources and we will be forced to scavenge for methods.
 
Xiaojiu

Xiaojiu

cease to exist 不复存在
Mar 28, 2025
678
Yeah, just double checked the site and it has been taken down :/

What do we do now?
 
decayingdoll

decayingdoll

✚𓏼 ̣̣ 🦴 ༷𓈒‿ 𑣿
Sep 15, 2025
51
I'm so lucky to be living in SE Asia. Feel sorry for you guys.
quick questionn as someone in south asia, where do you get your SN if you don't mind me asking? i haven't been able to get my hands on it :')
 
FadingSnowFake

FadingSnowFake

Enlightened
Nov 25, 2024
1,824
quick questionn as someone in south asia, where do you get your SN if you don't mind me asking? i haven't been able to get my hands on it :')
I don't know about South Asia, sorry.
 

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