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purplesmoothie

purplesmoothie

Experienced
Sep 13, 2018
228
I'm 26 now, I was a cute kid and actually pretty until I was about 17. Then my hair got dark, my eyes got light, I got moles and just didn't look good anymore. Anyone else experience somewhat of a reverse glowup? It sucks it ruined my life.
 
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deadgirlahsatan

deadgirlahsatan

Specialist
Jun 5, 2020
373
Yea i can relate. I was a cute kid then got acne issues,larger nose,stretch marks. Now i have fine lines ;-; :meh:
 
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Deleted member 19654

Deleted member 19654

Working towards recovery.
Jul 9, 2020
1,627
I've never considered myself to be pretty but I don't like the idea of getting older and looking worse than I do now.
 
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purplesmoothie

purplesmoothie

Experienced
Sep 13, 2018
228
Yea i can relate. I was a cute kid then got acne issues,larger nose,stretch marks. Now i have fine lines ;-; :meh:
That doesn't sound too bad, I like morphed into something worse
I've never considered myself to be pretty but I don't like the idea of getting older and looking worse than I do now.
Yeah I wish I was rich so I could try to make myself beautiful haha
 
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Good4Nothing

Good4Nothing

Unlovable
May 8, 2020
1,864
I was never good looking, but I looked my best in my 30s. Someone recently called me ruggedly handsome, but I think I'm getting uglier. Got those heavy lines in my face now. Ugh... getting old is awful.
 
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Insertname1

Insertname1

Student
Sep 21, 2020
188
I'm the same. I've found as I've got older ive got less and less confident. And self esteem lower and lower, maybe they're connected idk
 
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Racon

Racon

Student
Aug 29, 2020
157
Everyone gets uglier with age
 
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purplesmoothie

Experienced
Sep 13, 2018
228
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sadbadpsychogirl

sadbadpsychogirl

sonofabitch
May 29, 2020
725
yup. i was at my peak at about 20 i'm 33 now.
 
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checkouttime

Visionary
Jul 15, 2020
2,899
Everyone gets uglier with age

I'm not sure i agree with that. i feel like some women especially, get better!! like a 'fine wine' maybe not when they are old old. but some people aren't as good looking when they are younger and suddenly flourish!!!
 
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Xocoyotziin

Xocoyotziin

Scorpion
Sep 5, 2020
402
I gained weight and my body is covered in psoriasis. I think it's just my internal ugliness showing through.
 
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purplesmoothie

purplesmoothie

Experienced
Sep 13, 2018
228
I gained weight and my body is covered in psoriasis. I think it's just my internal ugliness showing through.
I'm afraid of the same...
 
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lonewolf22

Member
Jul 3, 2020
61
I got much better looking with age. Men usually do in their 30's or is that a myth? What does it matter anyways. Looks without personality is like owning a Lamborghini with no engine.
 
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TimeToBiteTheDust

Visionary
Nov 7, 2019
2,321
Hi. Did you consider using contact lens and dyeing your hair?
 
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marcusuk63

marcusuk63

CTB
Mar 24, 2019
1,735
obviously 57 years takes it`s toll , i hate pictures of my face and have very few (dont worry about me being identified too late for that if you have read my recent posts lol )
I`m my many decades i`ve found beautiful people are usually the ugliest kind of person.
 

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Deleted member 19654

Deleted member 19654

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obviously 57 years takes it`s toll , i hate pictures of my face and have very few (dont worry about me being identified too late for that if you have read my recent posts lol
You don't look 57 at all
 
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Niirvana

♥Soon♥
Sep 18, 2020
436
obviously 57 years takes it`s toll , i hate pictures of my face and have very few (dont worry about me being identified too late for that if you have read my recent posts lol
Pero si estas igual!! (but if you are the same ! in Arg we use that phrase)
 
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Lilacmoon

Lilacmoon

Beautiful moon, take me away.
Sep 23, 2020
1,308
im afraid of this. if i can lucky and can leave soon maybe this won't be a problem. :T
 
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purplesmoothie

purplesmoothie

Experienced
Sep 13, 2018
228
Hi. Did you consider using contact lens and dyeing your hair?
Yes, I dyed my hair recently and look a lot better. I also want to get my moles removed and dye my eyebrows darker. I have thought about getting contacts, but they feel fake to me more than dying hair for some reason. I just want my eyes to look dark naturally
 
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Ghost2211

Archangel
Jan 20, 2020
6,015
obviously 57 years takes it`s toll , i hate pictures of my face and have very few (dont worry about me being identified too late for that if you have read my recent posts lol )
I`m my many decades i`ve found beautiful people are usually the ugliest kind of person.
I think you're a good looking guy. You've aged better than I have and you have nearly 20 years on me.
 
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purplesmoothie

purplesmoothie

Experienced
Sep 13, 2018
228
obviously 57 years takes it`s toll , i hate pictures of my face and have very few (dont worry about me being identified too late for that if you have read my recent posts lol )
I`m my many decades i`ve found beautiful people are usually the ugliest kind of person.
You are very cute and good looking :) you don't need to worry haha.
 
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marcusuk63

marcusuk63

CTB
Mar 24, 2019
1,735
You don't look 57 at all
awww thanks my whole family look a lot younger than they are and my hair not going grey helps , mum and dad are in their 80`s but look and act more like they are in their 60`s
 
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checkouttime

Visionary
Jul 15, 2020
2,899
obviously 57 years takes it`s toll , i hate pictures of my face and have very few (dont worry about me being identified too late for that if you have read my recent posts lol )
I`m my many decades i`ve found beautiful people are usually the ugliest kind of person.


no homo, but you look ok for 57!!!!!!
 
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Deformationalplagio

Born deformed
Dec 28, 2019
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I was deformed by my mother when i was younger wich makes my whole front face grew 15 degrees crooked. I dont want to sound rude at all but i would wish i was normal looking like you all. Being ugly isnt that big of a deal you can still go have a normal life. But i cant even go outside. Well i can but its just dangerous
 
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purplesmoothie

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Sep 13, 2018
228
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I was deformed by my mother when i was younger wich makes my whole front face grew 15 degrees crooked. I dont want to sound rude at all but i would wish i was normal looking like you all. Being ugly isnt that big of a deal you can still go have a normal life. But i cant even go outside. Well i can but its just dangerous
It's dangerous? :o I'm sorry :( if it helps my eyes have swollen tear glands and they look bad and the doctor did surgery on one eye and now it looks deformed
 
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checkouttime

Visionary
Jul 15, 2020
2,899
i`ve been single a long time , it helps lol and i dont drink alcohol

having a full head of hair helps aswell!! although i've had a shaved head since i was like 15!!

definately the single bit would help, less stress lol. no grey hair!!!
 
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marcusuk63

CTB
Mar 24, 2019
1,735
having a full head of hair helps aswell!! although i've had a shaved head since i was like 15!!

definately the single bit would help, less stress lol. no grey hair!!!
i have been cutting my own hair for decades so its always short as in the picture , although i went through a rough patch a few months ago and left it and didnt shave , my chin is grey , i started to get mistaken for a hobo so i got the clippers out lol
 

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checkouttime

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i have been cutting my own hair for decades so its always short as in the picture , although i went through a rough patch a few months ago and left it and didnt shave , my chin is grey , i started to get mistaken for a hobo so i got the clippers out lol

the beard makes you look older!!!! there like two different people them photos lol. I hate facial hair, in fact i hate hair full stop. i used to clean shaven all over lol. nowadays i couldn't give a fuck!! i only shave my face because it itchs like fuck if i get a slight beard!! nothing like what you got!!

your off your head posting photos ha
 
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marcusuk63

CTB
Mar 24, 2019
1,735
the beard makes you look older!!!! there like two different people them photos lol. I hate facial hair, in fact i hate hair full stop. i used to clean shaven all over lol. nowadays i couldn't give a fuck!! i only shave my face because it itchs like fuck if i get a slight beard!! nothing like what you got!!

your off your head posting photos ha
my hair grows really fast and i hate shaving but hate a beard too , i just couldn't be bothered at that time as i was trying to cope with grief of finding my brother dead on top of my depression , last month when i posted a date and pics of my empty house , as i`ve got rid of 90% of my possessions , even though i didnt post a lot of detail about me , i got a visit from the police and mental health as someone on here grassed on me somehow , so no point hiding who i am lol
 
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