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AƧucarzinho583

AƧucarzinho583

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Sep 14, 2023
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Hey guys!
I wanted to share with you something very important to me.
I just finished my first book, titled Diary of a Mad Suicidal Girl. The work mixes excerpts from a poetic diary. Here is a brief description of the book: "Diary of a Mad Suicidal Girl is a visceral collection of my poems and aphorisms that dive into the depths of pain, existence, and the mind of a suicidal soul. On each page, I uncover dark truths about the world, human cruelty, loneliness, and the fragility of consciousness.

This is not a book about hope. It is about seeing reality through eyes that have already lost faith — yet still bleeds beauty in the form of words. Diary of a Mad Suicidal Girl is a portrait of contemporary melancholy, an elegy written by someone who has danced to the edge of the abyss — and chose to turn the fall into art."

šŸ“– About the book
Genre: Psychological romance / Existential poetry
Author: AƧucarzinho
Topics covered: insane, insanity, sadness, melancholy, anxietydisorder, thoughts, suicideattempt, maniac, sadpoems, crazypeople, crazy, selfharmawareness, craziness, selfmutilation, poem, poetry, suicidalthoughts, thoughtsofsuicide, depression, verse, suicideawareness.
Audience: For those who want to die and disappear.

šŸ•Æļø About the character

Aurora Moura Amorim, 17 years old, was born in Belo Horizonte into an upper middle-class family. The only child of emotionally absent lawyers, she grew up surrounded by suffocating expectations and feeling inadequate. Since childhood, she showed a deep sensitivity, asking existential questions that adults avoided. At school, she was introspective and solitary, seen as "strange" by the other children. Aurora was diagnosed with Major Depression and Borderline Personality Disorder. Emotionally isolated and living between medications and therapies, Aurora transformed her pain into poetry.

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You can read it here Wattpad
 
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Dayrain

Mage
Feb 3, 2023
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@AƧucarzinho583 Congratulations on this! Thank you for sharing this work of you with us on here. It is always a big achievement to finish an extensive work and I think it is of great value on here.
 
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kingfool316

kingfool316

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Sep 13, 2024
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This can help many people. In more ways than one