true-ending
had we met under better circumstances...
- Mar 27, 2023
- 31
sorry for the amount of vent posts lately, LOL. been going through it. anyway.
gotta live for at least another month 'cause my brother has something he wants to do with me, you see, and it'd be terribly cruel to leave him before then, but christ am i fucking suffering. i dont even have SN lined up so chances are ill have to live well into 2024. i just don't want to do this anymore.
it hurts and i spend every day dreading and anxious. whats even the fucking point, man? im so tired all the time. i hope i die in my sleep soon so that i can finally fucking die, but i wont have to feel guilty about ditching my brother and all that shit. he'll get over it, i hope. i really fucking hope.
gotta live for at least another month 'cause my brother has something he wants to do with me, you see, and it'd be terribly cruel to leave him before then, but christ am i fucking suffering. i dont even have SN lined up so chances are ill have to live well into 2024. i just don't want to do this anymore.
it hurts and i spend every day dreading and anxious. whats even the fucking point, man? im so tired all the time. i hope i die in my sleep soon so that i can finally fucking die, but i wont have to feel guilty about ditching my brother and all that shit. he'll get over it, i hope. i really fucking hope.