
MourningFlower
Optimistic Nihilist
- Jan 8, 2025
- 38
This feels hopeless, and even if I do find a legitimate source of SN, willing to ship to me, I risk the police knocking on my door to perform a wellness check. I just want a peaceful, relatively painless way to CTB. I have access to painkillers, benzo's and antisickness tablets, but with SN, I cannot find a source.