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MourningFlower

MourningFlower

existed.
Jan 8, 2025
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This feels hopeless, and even if I do find a legitimate source of SN, willing to ship to me, I risk the police knocking on my door to perform a wellness check. I just want a peaceful, relatively painless way to CTB. I have access to painkillers, benzo's and antisickness tablets, but with SN, I cannot find a source.
 
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Pale_Rider

Pale_Rider

Enlightened
Apr 21, 2025
1,492
I think you should probably count on that in the UK. My opinion.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,490
I understand, I also wish for a peaceful way to be gone, all I want is to painlessly cease existing and never exist ever again and I just always suffer so much from how I cannot just have that, I hope you find the relief you search for, I wish you the best.
 
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