Desperate to die

[purplesky9]

I am getting so desperate to die. Every day is like hell on earth and it just keeps getting worse. I keep on making terrible decisions and stuffing up my life beyond repair. I just wish I had some simple painless solution to put an end to this all. But the only option that I have is slow and painful and I don't have enough guts to do it. This is just my worst nightmare.

 

[NoIdeaForAUsername]

I am getting so desperate to die. Every day is like hell on earth and it just keeps getting worse. I keep on making terrible decisions and stuffing up my life beyond repair. I just wish I had some simple painless solution to put an end to this all. But the only option that I have is slow and painful and I don't have enough guts to do it. This is just my worst nightmare.

same exact here. Garbage life without any way to get out, because of no guts to kill myself with ways avilable to me. I also fuckin hate all people around me, because i envy them that they have better lifes than me We can play some games together if you want

 

[finalgoodbye:(]

same exact here. Garbage life without any way to get out, because of no guts to kill myself with ways avilable to me. We can play some games together if you want

What games do you play?

 

[NoIdeaForAUsername]

What games do you play?

If you asking about multiplayer ones then: Valheim, CS2, Gwent, Dead Space 3, Heroes 5, Age of Empires 3, Hunt: Showdown, Serious Sam

 

[finalgoodbye:(]

If you asking about multiplayer ones then: Valheim, CS2, Gwent, Dead Space 3, Heroes 5, Age of Empires 3, Hunt: Showdown, Serious Sam

I don't play/have any of those games

 

[darksouls]

I am very sorry for your situation
wish you the best
sending you hugs and love

 

[FuneralCry]

I really understand, I also find it so torturous to exist and all I wish for is to be gone, I just want to never suffer ever again, I also suffer so much from how I cannot just have the option to cease existing painlessly, all I want is a peaceful death so finally I can be free from the suffering of this cruel, futile existence, I find it so dreadful how we exist in this horrific anti-suicide world where suicidal people are denied the option to die peacefully when they want to, I hope you find the peace you search for.

 

[flutebloom]

I feel the same way as you… desperate to die no method… horrible life that I destroyed on my own.