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gardenhouse

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Mar 26, 2026
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I'm desperate to ctb, the country i live in makes it so difficult to achieve get that can be used for a peaceful death.

I've been looking for nirtazene, perhaps if you're in US, easy to get but I've searched in aus and nz. It's none. I'm just rather to get it passed the border, our border is ridiculously strict, i ordered chloroquine recently, it was seized by the border, luckily i didn't use my real name.
 
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FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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I really understand as all I want is to be free from this torturous, dreadful existence, I just want to never suffer again and I see so much terrible, extreme cruelty in how peaceful ways to cease existing are made inaccessible with the suffering and torture of existing seen as to force and prolong no matter what, I hope you find the freedom you search for.
 
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Bishop

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Mar 24, 2024
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I really understand as all I want is to be free from this torturous, dreadful existence, I just want to never suffer again and I see so much terrible, extreme cruelty in how peaceful ways to cease existing are made inaccessible with the suffering and torture of existing seen as to force and prolong no matter what, I hope you find the freedom you search for.
Same. I just don't know how to leave.
I'm desperate to ctb, the country i live in makes it so difficult to achieve get that can be used for a peaceful death.

I've been looking for nirtazene, perhaps if you're in US, easy to get but I've searched in aus and nz. It's none. I'm just rather to get it passed the border, our border is ridiculously strict, i ordered chloroquine recently, it was seized by the border, luckily i didn't use my real name.
Many of us are desperate. Terribly
 
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