Ambivalent1
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- Apr 17, 2023
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I think if you jump in water you only get damaged internally. If you jump on ground, then it's grislyA little off topic but sometimes I go through phases where I look at gore and I don't know why. It's hurtful to look at images and video and stories of people dying in grisly ways be it on accident or by homicide or suicide. It just feels bad. Yet I consume it. Just to feel something maybe? To make sure at my absolute lowest I still feel empathy for people who have met a violent and/or lonely demise? Preparation for how I want to ctb? I don't really know. I don't feel desensitized by the material it doesn't matter how many times I've see Funky Town, it's always painful and sad and I want to die too. But not like that. lol My post is pointless but I have seen the aftermath of lots of jumpers and well, I don't have the guts to go out that way. I mean I do have the guts, but not the figurative mental kind.
not really, if it's high and cold enough the water surface is basically like concrete and you will look just as mangled. let alone if you're not found shortly after, decomposing submerged in water happens a lot quicker making your skin peel off just within days. not a pretty sightI think if you jump in water you only get damaged internally. If you jump on ground, then it's grisly
I think we have different definitions of fabulous.Will I look fabulous?
Horrifying image but not one we'd have to see, strangely. We never have to see our dead body. That's comforting.I don't know how jumper's bodies look after they hit, but I will personally experience it. I don't care what I look like after. From what I can tell from my planned spot is I will most likely hit so hard on a protrusion that I will be ripped in half or decapitated.