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Does anyone else find their depression is making it hard to plan or make progress on CTB? How do you deal with this?
 
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Does anyone else find their depression is making it hard to plan or make progress on CTB? How do you deal with this?
yes absolutely. i usually get drunk before setting up/looking for materials, but i get thats not feasible for most. my meds don't really help with my depression so i may need to switch, just depends on how severe u got
 
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Yes! I have crippling depression where I barely get out of bed. I've tried everything treatment available including ECT. My only option left is suicide. I'm struggling to get my affairs in order before I go and terrified of failing my attempt. My method will be hanging. I'm one step closer as I ordered a rope online today as I couldn't get out of bed to leave the house.
 
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yes absolutely. i usually get drunk before setting up/looking for materials, but i get thats not feasible for most. my meds don't really help with my depression so i may need to switch, just depends on how severe u got
Yes, that wouldn't be feasible in my situation. I'm sorry your meds aren't helping you. I'm in the same situation after trying about everything available.
Yes! I have crippling depression where I barely get out of bed. I've tried everything treatment available including ECT. My only option left is suicide. I'm struggling to get my affairs in order before I go and terrified of failing my attempt. My method will be hanging. I'm one step closer as I ordered a rope online today as I couldn't get out of bed to leave the house.
I'm sorry suicide is your only option, I feel the same. I bought some rope but haven't been able to find a good location and I lack the energy to go searching very far. Also considering firearm but don't know I could do that. I'm also terrified of failure and pain associated with an attempt.
 
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