Depressed on your birthday??

[hermestrimegistus]

Every time I age I feel like absolute shit. This saturday/tomorrow I turn 25. Anyone else get super depressed on their birthday?

 

[Arcitect]

Yeah, I understand that feeling. I usually work on my birthday but I'm always down. When my family and I celebrate (I haven't moved out of parents house yet) I noticed that it always seems rushed. As if they don't want to celebrate at all. It sucks. I hope you feel a little better tomorrow.

From one depressed guy to another, happy birthday dude. I mean it. Treat yourself to some sweets or to something fun tomorrow, you deserve it.

 

[moondazed]

Every time I age I feel like absolute shit. This saturday/tomorrow I turn 25. Anyone else get super depressed on their birthday?

Every year for as long as I can remember. Mine is coming up in a few days. Happy birthday, stranger

 

[abcz]

I feel like I end up with one issue or another every year tbh. And I'm the person that expects others to know without me telling them which isn't usually the case. I feel like it should be one of my happiest days but it never is.

 

[Some place nice]

I feel this. I have to make my own cake just for no one to sing to me. All I get is "the cake is good." I have no friends and slowly they've all stopped saying happy birthday to me. I cant take it anymore its just the same thing over and over again. An endless cycle.

 

[Arcitect]

@abcz
@Some place nice
@moondazed

I might be late guys but, Happy birthday. You all deserve to hear those words and for the person saying them to actually care. It may feel like no one cares, but the community on SaSu always has your back.

 

[Twntysvn]

Hey i feel this way too :) it feels somehow sad and disappointed that i'm alive, or the only one "celebrate" it, or that i'm keep aging, uh im not really sure if mine even worth celebrating.

Anyway, happy birthday for you get your favorite cake, or treat yourself something nice

 

[abcz]

@abcz
@Some place nice
@moondazed

I might be late guys but, Happy birthday. You all deserve to hear those words and for the person saying them to actually care. It may feel like no one cares, but the community on SaSu always has your back.

tbh I wish my birthday wouldn't come back because I already feel too old without being older lol. Maybe it would be ok if I was born on leap day but I wasn't. Thanks though <3

 

[Hollowman]

I just had a birthday, it's just another day at this point. One year closer to death.

 

[Coffeehead]

I almost attempted the day before my bday…but I ended up wanting to just turn a little bit older. Now I regret it, and I joined this site the day after after lurking for half a year

 

[OhSoTired]

Birthdays feel like a reminder of all the things that haven't worked out and a measurement of all the time spent suffering.

 

[princexhhn]

yep, can relate. its one of my most dreaded days of the year that i wish could just disappear. every year i say "maybe next year" but it all turns to shit and ends with me crying in my room. i want to enjoy my birthday but circumstances / environments / whatever doesnt let me. idk what to call it.. outside forces, my environment and other people etc etc. things i cant control. on my last birthday my ex threatened to me that he would ctb and would text me while standing on a busy road waiting for a car to hit him… so that was something... he also tried to breakup with me on that day. it was so stressful. im over it, though^-^ just wanted to make an example of how outside forces ruin it for me.
all i ever wanted for my birthday was a cake.
its also kinda depressing that im getting older but yeah haha

 

[NeedAnEscape]

I have progressively felt more numb with each passing birthday. There's less and less to be excited for.

 

[F&Inside]

Hello. It's sad but that doesn't even depress me anymore.

 

[hermestrimegistus]

Hey i feel this way too :) it feels somehow sad and disappointed that i'm alive, or the only one "celebrate" it, or that i'm keep aging, uh im not really sure if mine even worth celebrating.

Anyway, happy birthday for you get your favorite cake, or treat yourself something nice

Thank you

Birthdays feel like a reminder of all the things that haven't worked out and a measurement of all the time spent suffering.

This is it. This is exactly why I hate it so much. Like I realize I'm at the age where I probably should not be placing such a high value on one day out of the year but its really just what it represents to me thats the problem

 

[FuneralCry]

It's something depressing as it means that I've suffered for yet another year. But at least no matter what it's one year closer to ceasing to exist.

 

[Flameboyant]

Been for a Long time. Each year is just another reminder im still a failure that leech of my Mom. She alwsys try to ask me what i want for my bday and each year i tell her not to Care and treat it as any other day. Yet she does not give up. I wish she wasnt such a sweet person so i just could kill myself and not worry about her feelings.

 

[𝗟𝗼𝗻𝗲𝗹𝘆]

I hate birthdays. It makes me feel like a major failure. I don't achieve anything but just get older. Also it's on 02.01 so people are usually busy recovering from new years and forget.

 

[MelancholyDolly]

I hate my birthday it just reminds me of the fact that I was born at all and I wish I wasn't. It's so painful with each year it gets harder to "celebrate" it too, it just means I'll get a slower metabolism and people will call me immature for my age. In my head I've been a 12 year old for YEARS now and I refuse to get any older and uglier I wanna cute forever... Birthdays suck -__-

 

[Shiva_Story]

yeah, like what's there to celebrate

 

[Pol]

every year

 

[AerialBoundaries]

I don't even remember my birthday this year because I was in the midst of a drunken bender. I didn't want to think about being another year older.

 

[achb]

One of my closest friends had their birthday yesterday. He's always down in the dumps on his birthday and has confessed to crying every year.
For me my birthday is disappointing (another year not gutsy enough to ctb), but not sad. Wish I knew how to cheer him up. Only thing I can really do is joke around with him to get his mind off it.

 

[LaVieEnRose]

25 is a pretty depressing birthday. Hope you had a good one.