Venting Depressed as birthday is approaching

[TrappedGnostic]

Hello everyone.

I'm a man, 29 years old, and my birthday is fast approaching next week.
Everything feels like shit. I have no partner, I have never been with another man in fact because I have serious deficits in social skills and can only interact with other weirdos like me or over the Internet, I've stopped enjoyed everything and my day consists of waking up, going to my job, exercising and then wasting my time doomscrolling. There's nothing that interests me anymore and every time I try to start a new hobby my first instant thought is always "why even bother." Thanks for listening to a senior's grumbling

 

[ketopia]

Hi there. 30 is fast approaching for me as well (in october) and I'm not planning to be here for it. I think we got played with the timeline we ended up on. I'm sorry you're struggling <3

 

[bankai]

Lol OP,what do you mean a seniors grumbling?You're making the rest of the actual seniors feel bad. 29 is quite young. At least you're going to the gym and have a job. That shows you care about health and your finances.it's not so bad.

Anyway, advance wishes for your birthday.

 

[TrappedGnostic]

Hi there. 30 is fast approaching for me as well (in october) and I'm not planning to be here for it. I think we got played with the timeline we ended up on. I'm sorry you're struggling <3

Yep. Unfortunately I'm on the spectrum and while I know it's not the same for everyone, for me from very early on it was basically a death sentence. I've tried to deny it and self-improve but at the end of the day this combined with unremarkable physical traits in terms of attraction means that I'll end up dying alone.

If you do stay with us by October, then happy birthday pal!

Lol OP,what do you mean a seniors grumbling?You're making the rest of the actual seniors feel bad. 29 is quite young. At least you're going to the gym and have a job. That shows you care about health and your finances.it's not so bad.

Anyway, advance wishes for your birthday.

Haha it was a semi - joke.
Yeah you're right about these, at least my health and my finances allow me to be independent from other people and have no caretakers. Thank you for your wishes!

 

[bankai]

Yep. Unfortunately I'm on the spectrum and while I know it's not the same for everyone, for me from very early on it was basically a death sentence. I've tried to deny it and self-improve but at the end of the day this combined with unremarkable physical traits in terms of attraction means that I'll end up dying alone.

If you do stay with us by October, then happy birthday pal!



Haha it was a semi - joke.
Yeah you're right about these, at least my health and my finances allow me to be independent from other people and have no caretakers. Thank you for your wishes!

Ma dawg,you're the best of us man,I'm not kidding,

That's the way. Try your very best. And when the day comes? You absolutely can take the way out.

But till then let's live our best life!!