- Nov 30, 2020
I have been into psychosis + depersonalization and derealization for 10 months. I have huge memory gaps, at one point I was unable to understand human language. Since this thing happened I don't have usual internal monologue or monkey mind as some call it. Without it is very hard to have a life because you never know know how you feel about things or what is your perspective on any matter, feeling like a ghost, I have no identy or personality it's really beyond any logic or comprehension. For a few months I have been looking for SN but as it seems it's impossible to get it. Have someone struggled with psychosis, depersonalization ? How do you do it?