Help delusions

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I think I'm going into a delusional episode (I have diagnosed mixed delusional disorder), and I'm aware of it most of the time now. but when I'm stressed I'm convinced I'm a doctor. like I have no degree but I do have full training and knowledge. its very strange to me. I have enough awareness to not try running into a hospital and diagnosing some random person with cancer or something. I have done multiple minor surgeries on myself in my bathroom though. and I mean MANY. I don't know what I'm supposed to do, because if i tell my therapist im doing surgery at home she'll hospitalize me.