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iwannaendmylife

iwannaendmylife

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Apr 11, 2024
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tbh it started very simply, the whole sh thing and just a scratch with droplets of blood was enough to keep me satisfied
but now my whole arm could be bleeding but its clearly not enough
the basic problem is that none of the scars stick around
and i can't be the only person who wants to leave puffed up scars from very deep cuts
idk if i'm doing something wrong because its never deep enough, never scars
wtf am i supposed to do to achieve that?
from ppl who have those type of scars how did you achieve them?
genuinely tho imma go insane atp
 
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suicidia

suicidia

#1 idia shroud fan
May 31, 2026
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as a slitter myself deep ≠ raised scars , different people scar differently and i know someone semipersonally who has concave scarring from very deep cuts (fascia and below) , i dont know how to get past babey styro myself (on thighs) but i dont want you to be disappointed if you keep trying to go deeper and keep not getting the desired results . for scarring in general if youve gotten deep enough you can attempt to tape your cuts open to promote longer healing times and wider scars . scarring also depends on the person so someone might need to go to beans to get the same scarring someone else does with styro , and of course deeper = bigger scars courtesy of captain obvious . remember to cut safely as a lot of infected cuts dont kill you and just smell bad and make your life hell . if you have any other questions feel free to ask
 
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SpencerSees

SpencerSees

I want to swim until my arms give out 🍀
Feb 22, 2023
162
it depends on a lotof things, depth is a factor, yes, but also how your body heals. some people are less prone to scarring as well.
Most of my puffed up scarsare from styros, beans usually leave concave ones for me, butit's different for everyone!!
Stay safe, it won't ever feel deep enough with this addiction.
 
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