hello dear friends. unfortunately sometimes it happens that you have too much pain and I think the only way is to go away. people are bad it's a horrible world. I gave so much love and I never got anything back. but I'm afraid of becoming ill or worse, committing suicide if I make a mistake. I would really like God to take me with him with a hug without suffering any more. I love you I read many really exciting posts. sorry for the mistakes, I'm Italian. Even though I feel so bad, I would really like to alleviate the suffering of some of you. I hug you
I want to say something to alleviate your pain, but that's impossible, so im just saying Hi, and letting you know you aren't totally alone, and i do not want to disagree with you, but I do not believe all people are bad, and the world is horrible. I believe most people are good, and that the world is not the problem, what we think the world is, is the problem. our leaders not doing there jobs is definitely part of the problem. all change must first come from above. i think "the world" was like this long before we got here, and it is not our fault. If it were up to us, we would probably be the most caring leaders the world has ever known. Not saying that i want to be a leader. just saying that they need to do their job, and be responsible, not just make everything about money all the time and strip the entire earth bare for material gain. I highly revere and respect nature and the natural world. We small people are the result of thousands of years of our would be "leaders" lying to us and manipulating us and using us to fight each other for power and control.