Friend_A
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- Oct 28, 2020
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sometimes i can even feel my chest and body hurt from how much mental pain im in.
Exactly, the hamster wheel is never ending rubbish...jumping off or hitting the eject button is so much more enticingI could probably find a way to go on despite financial difficulties right now, but why? The pain I am in (both mental and physical) is crippling and won't change.
So what is left?
For me? I can keep racing blindly on the hamster wheel of a society that is clueless or jump off and finally get some fucking rest.
I am so sorry you understand this.
I have shaking fits from the distress I'm in as well. They have been real bad lately. The feeling of being alone does not help. It is crippling.sometimes i can even feel my chest and body hurt from how much mental pain im in.
ExactlyI feel the same way. I am sick of feeling the way I do. Nothings helps. The only realistic option left is to CTB.