to me that's only one of the many benefits of my Death / Non-existence forever. i can't regret anything because there won't be any me after Death. the me is created only by my brain . the brain creates a self model.
while alive i and others can regret many things, which is only another way of suffering . but all bad memories all regrets, all pain , all thinking are wiped out once i die. these horrible things exist only in the brain.
to me the worst thing the brain creates is unending constant unbearable pain.
i would never prefer to be alive over dead .
while alive i could fall into a hell a trillion times worse than one can imagine . Permanent Non-Existence is the only safety from that nightmare
eternal Non-Existence is the only guarantee of never suffering so badly it's a trillion times worse than one can imagine.
yeah and they say "things might get better" but they conveniently leave out that "things could get a million times worse than you could ever imagine" . if someone convinces me to postpone my suicide for a day or stops me they'll feel like a hero. but then i get a brain stroke and homeless the next day unable to kill mysel so i could be suffering with brain damage homeless for years vs if i would've killed myself i would not exist and not suffer so i would have skipped years of extreme torture. and they'll say "but you got to watch that video and eat that sandwich be grateful for being alive " i say fuck you to them : since they stopped me they caused me all that torture and suffering .
one way to look at it as a cost benefit analysis . to me the constant worst pain and the most horrible things outweigh the fleeting meaningless pleasure addictions by a billion times. so to me Non-existence / Death is a billion times preffered over life/ existing
to me the fleeting pleasure addictions are not worth even 1 second of the worst pain , much less 3 seconds, 10 seconds. 10 minutes ( the horror) , 10 hours , 10 months.
1 micro-second after my brain dies it can never create me suffering pain or the self model again.
i didn't ask to be in this hell . the only thing keeping me from killing myself is fear of failing a suicide attempt and remaining alive but with brain damage or more damage.
This relies on the assumption that there is no afterlife. That is why most spiritual (religious) people say you can regret taking your own life.
1 thing out of many shows there is no afterlife is a human's cells are basically the same cells in other animals including the first cell. every cell has the same fundamental machines inside which include DNA, ribosomes, ATP, RNA, genetic code, cell membrane. for example a human brain cell has all these as does a fly brain cell and the first cell. all life evolved from a single cell. the cell didn't have a soul or afterlife but was a machine and so am i the descendant of the cell. a book can be written expanding on this. another is that there is no evidence for any afterlife but books of evidence and millions of peices of evidence and experiments demonstrate evolution is true.