Decision day

[cryptic mantis]

Well.
I have already decided on nitrogen setup. I've been reading here for a few weeks to get it straight. I looked into SN but I don't seem to be very savvy in finding it. But I don't have internet, just my phone.
But I have to make the decision today.
To go get the rest of the components, mainly the gas and connections. Once everything is purchased, there is no going back. There is no way to salvage even the meagerest portion of my life.
If I don't purchase today, I won't have the funding again for who knows how long...

 

[FuneralCry]

I wish you the best in what you decide.

 

[cryptic mantis]

I wish you the best in what you decide.

Thank you.
It is decided, really. I just have no one to express anything to and these posts give a bit of mental relief.
Man. When Robin[Williams] died, I thought, if he can't make it, how can I?
All so much, for so very little.
Some people even infer i haven't tried enough.
I will get the components today. I can plan for Sunday to complete the mission.